can't take my mind off you

I look back at my life so far...
How many times have I added fuel to the fire?
Countless.
So many that I can't even remember one incident.
I was foolish and revengeful.
My actions were a total disgrace to the Christian community.
Perhaps I've made them think, "How come Christians are like that wan".
Instead of handling these pissable situations alone, why didn't I submit it to God and ask Him to make me meek, slow to anger like He is?
Hatred is something the devil loves to see in us.
Don't give in to him, though it's so much easier.
Jesus was tortured and killed by the people He loved, yet He asked God to forgive them.
He went through much more than we did.
I shouldn't bother the people bitching behind my back...
What can be worse than Jesus' sufferings?

During ministry after the service, the worship team played and sang this song, and one line really struck me.
"... You hold my life in Your hand."
Yes, excatly, our lives are in God's hands.
He could crush it whenever He wants to.
We are so impure, so small, so full of sins.
The very fact that we are still here talking and laughing like it's a normal thing reflects God's love and mercy.
Otherwise... we would be somewhere in hell now.

If only spreading God's love was as easy as them spreading that...
That which makes me wanna ask,
"What is the world coming to?"
The devil is constantly pulling souls away from the Lord.
Before I even think of mission trips, first think about the people around me, those I know.

Ok that was some things I thought about today.
Don't wanna drift further away from God, but closer to Him.

Studied in chuch with some church friends today, not very productive.
Forgot lots of bio stuff.
POA drove me nuts for the 2nd or 3rd time. haha.
The 5 year series questions are damn challenging la.

Then service, which led me thinking of current issues.
Should have taken a photo of Joshua and the pringles!
It was downright hilarious! haha.
When will Ivan and Andrew will stop 'fighting'? lols.
And my 'worksheet'... kena vandalised.
Like what am I supposed to do with it now??

Went for dinner with Jacelyn and we did alot of catching up.
Never talk to her for like soooooooo long about some things.
That was a good one.
'bout the past...
"Memories they are, memories they shall remain."
(Tim's line)
Well that's last time.
You will not backslide as long as you walk closely with God.
(And hey, there's nothing on between him and me ok!)

And I met up with Charmaine (Seow) who's currently obsessed with, er, something I'd rather not say.
Influenced by the media!
She came over to my house and kinda did the 24-365 thing with me by worshiping God.
She on the piano and I, guitar.
I plan to pray the actual thing later =)
15 minutes is too short!

BF, any of you want to study in church during the week?

Pris and Tim I wanna go for B&J's next next week!

humanities craze

I like the climograph question best.
Tropical Monsoon Forest, confirm.
Haha, that's the only question I can answer confidently!
If I hadn't slept at 3am, my whole geog paper would have been just-

a blank space.


Haha.
K today, nono, yesterday, stayed back with Sheila to study in class.
We did a summary of the 5 chapters on the board.
It's filled with SS stuff now. Lols.
We're like studying so much for that 25 marks, the SEQ.
I'm trying hard not to drag until 3am tonight...
Must cover all case studies and reasons for conflicts and merger and diplomacy and deterrence and industrialisation and developement IN DETAIL.

Left school at 4 plus, then there was no one at home and I was locked out.
Again.
Where else could I go to? Church lor, lol.
Studied in the office... yes, alone.
And left at 6pm.

Oh, Chinese paper 2 tomorrow!
De lao shi wants me to get an A2, a BIT mad ah...
Don't even know whether can pass. haha.
By the way, she's my tuition teacher.

I'm going to pray a long prayer this morning.
There's so much to pray for.
God works wonders yeah.

Lord give me strength to live for You and glorify Your name

I'm mixing passwords up again.
-___-"

HOW?? how how?
I only did weather, temperate climates, winds and rains, weathering, forests/vegetation! (in detail)
Still have coastal processes, rivers and their formation of soooo many features, plate tectonics- vulcanicity, earthquakes, folding & faulting and block mountains and rift valley crap!!!!!!!!!!!
Someone kill me so I don't have to take the freaking geography paper!
Cannot afford to fail or get a C for this!

Not just that, Macbeth?
Isn't elective lit = pure lit???
I don't see any difference!
All the character analysis and themes and motifs!
Only touched a BIT of this lor!

Die sia...
Sleeping late will affect my energy level tomorrow, but do I have a choice??


tag replies, lazy to type at the tagboard.
sop; =)
smarties; i've added in some stuff below so you can go see whether you like it! don't fight with josh la. lol. you're almost equally good.
clarissa; whoooo yeah! not just same cell, it's same ministry too! worship. haha. yes, love you to bits! cya all on saturday for youth ablaze, and come early to study. ;)

YOU gave me wings!

First of all, to some of you, thanks for your prayers!
I didn't burn myself with acid.
My test tube dropped but it didn't break, so I still have all 7 of my test tubes! hahah

I finished 1/2 hr earlier, so I kept re-doing the chemistry tests for cations and anions and gases.
Waste their solid S and M and sodium hydroxide and hydrochloric acid and nitric acid and barium nitrate and aqueous ammonia and calcium hydroxide and silver nitrate and litmus paper and distilled water and gas for the bunsen burner!
Wait a minute...
That's everything on the bench. -_-
It was fun =D
I had the whole bench to myself cos' Serene wasn't there.
Biology was so-so.
I wasted one piece of cobalt chloride paper can!
Dropped it and it turned red immediately. hahaha.
Did I draw the right thing?
The celery was U-shaped right!
So I drew that and the xylem and did magnification at the side.
Correct correct??

The Singapore Idol results...
I liked the performance by Electrico and our top 2 best.
THEY WERE DAMN GOOD PLS!
And the drummer, how to backup and drum at the same time??
Woahness!
And I didn't know they had a keyboardist!
That's our local talent, be proud of it man!

Jonathan had the looks, he's cute!
Hady's not as cute as Jon... Haha he's the one with the better voice.
Singapore likes Malays alot eh?
Taufik and Hady... Sylvester and Jonathan...
See the similarities?
Wahahaha.
The girls never seem to make it.
Gayle and Jasmine! Whooooooo.

wanhui!!

~~Trust God~~[Jonathan is the Singapore Idol !!] says:
Dear Father,
I pray that u will bless Joyce not to feel too anxious or jittery for her bio/chem practical exam later in the morning..n i pray for her to be calm n feel ur peace running through her. Pray tat she'll focus and do the experiments well. Pray for her to read carefully & follow instructions. Father i pray that she'll sleep well and feel refreshed when she wakes up. I thank you for Joyce
~~Trust God~~[Jonathan is the Singapore Idol !!] says:
and her diligence. In Jesus's name, AMEN

yes i will do well =)

who is Banquo?

He is Macbeth's good friend.
Supid kid.
Go read up on your literature la.
hahaha. ok zi4 yan2 zi4 yu3.

I didn't realise how much I miss Serene...
My science labbie partner.
Until we started talking on MSN just now.
I've been sitting alone in the lab, and since we sit according to our index no.s, the seat behind me is empty.
Here's the good news.
She'll be back in S'pore and to PL to visit us on the last day of our exams!
Refer to the exam timetable on your left...
FRIDAY. lols. Looking forward to seeing her again!

Warning you in advance, this is gonna be a lengthy post!
Hey, no one's forcing you to read right.
Don't read lor.

My cell group rocks.
Yea I know I've mentioned this many many times but, haha.
Look how much closer we are now, compared to the start of January this year.
Clarissa and I were the only girls among the many guys until August.
We were joined by Jacelyn and Sohpia.
Other new addidions this year were Aaron and Joshua.
Wheeeeeeeeeeee. haha

Our leaders are Kevin, Wan Hui and Joe.
They are like our mentors who guide us throughout the year(s)
The cold jokers are Smarties and Andrew.
Lol we laugh at their not-veh-funny jokes.
And when all of us laughs, we cannot stop laughing because it becomes funny.
Haha good for you if you know what I mean.
*correction, Smarts is a good joker...
like ha ha ha ha! so funny!
-he wanted to be labelled as 'good joker' wan lor. hey i've done it you joker. haha is it better now?
Then we also have Ivan who's ALWAYS early for service, not being sarcastic ok!
We're praying that he'll have more interest in his studies.
He knows he's not doing well and yet doesn't want to touch his books, for the same reason most of us are struggling with.
The arty girl Clarissa, we've been in the same cell ever since we entered youth ministry.
Can say that we 'grew up' in youth together la.
She's one caring girl.
Daryl's like the secretary, takes down our prayer requests and goals.
I'd like to see this sponge (who absorbs) talk and open up more =)
Jacelyn came in P6 then stopped coming for thousands of years, and she joined us again this year!
I was so happy to see her back in church you know!
haha if you're looking at this, remember what I wrote in the card k!
Sophia is very new, but I can tell she's starting to open up...
That's greaaaaaat! wahahas
Joshua has the best brains in our cell, he remembers all the memory verses correctly, word for word!
Like WOW. haha.
Kai Wei comes once in a yellowish-orange sun (blue moon la).
He's right in front of me in our cell's relay system, meaning he will forward msges to me and I'll pass it on.
To Wan Hui and she'll pass down to Aaron and he sends it to Joshua and the list goes on. lols.
Aaron the cheerful guy is always smiling.
But he's damn quiet. haha.
His parents are in the same cell as mine.

Yep so that's my cell.
Benjamin (Toh), Shu Kai, Roderick(?), Yong Liang and Santi have stopped coming...
Really want to see them back with us =(

Had dinner at Serangoon Gardens with some of them,
Joe, Kevin, Wan Hui, Andrew, Smarties, Aaron, Joshua and "guest" Andy (Teo).
$$$$$$$$$$$ 100 plus ok! super omg.
Next time eat something cheaper la. haha.
Looking forward to the next cell retreat!

I thank God for putting these people into my life...
We are one body growing together and hmm, I think we're the only cell memorising verses?
Haha!

Oh yar, we were supposed to say something good about the person sitting on our left.
I had talk about Wan Hui.
But she was not in the room! Toilet I think...
So it was Boon Yeow who was sitting at the table nearby.
(he came to observe/sit in for my cell discussion today)
I already prepared my little speech, then they asked me to talk about him!
So impromptu la... orbit.
Not enough time to think so I only said he was nice.
Now I know what to say already so I'm gonna type it here. haha
And he won't see this cos' he's not the shake-leg-nothing-to-do-go-and-blog-surf kind.
Get ready to zzzzzzz if you read until here.

Boon Yeow is a very good worship leader who walks closely with God.
When he's leading worship, he'll send out the email to the worship team about 4 days before Saturday.
Unlike other worship leaders who are last-minute.
He is a good role model who is admired for his passion to serve and help people. Youths, to be exact.
He's also very patient and easy to talk to.
This guy is blessed with talents like playing the guitar, drums and singing.
And he's not any ordinary guitarist or drummer.
It's extraordinary, one of the best I know.
(sounds familiar...)

[Christel, Faith and Boon Yeow were the ones who had faith in me and kept me in the worship team despite me singing like dunno what 2+ years back.
They never stopped encouraging me after failing 3796543 times.
Groomed me, I would say.
Without them, I would not be where I am today.
Still put me in the 'older' team. wahahas.]

Ok that's very long.
I'm basically describing him instead la.
Overall... this post is loooooooooooooong.
Please tag so that I know someone has read the whole post.
If not then it's ok, next time I'll post long ones knowing that there wont be readers, and any secret or stuff worth reading will not be known.
Haha.

concerto grosso

While other schools have their EOYs 12 days away...
Ours have started.
Because of that, I'm unable to go for the harp fest.
AND THE MASTERCLASS.
That's like the first harp festival to be held in S'pore.

Never underestimate the power of prayer.

they await

ARGH.
It freaking annoys me, I feel like screaming into their face and making them read Monday's post.
HELLO IF THERE'S NO TROUBLE WHY LOOK FOR TROUBLE.
Especially to this one called _____.
She hasn't done anything to you.
Ah and this one too.
Is there a problem with ____ing and ____ing?
But what's the point of telling you when you don't read my posts.
I'm trying hard to throw you into the drain and focus on God and studies.
What's this portion of the class doing, fooling and bitching around like there's no tomorrow?
TIME TO WAKE UP.
I've sensed the coldness too.
How'd you like it if it turned around to bite you.

I'm going to stay up again...
Knocked off at 3am last morning.
Trail balances, ledgers, trading and profit and loss accounts, source documents and books of original entry.
Aim: ___ the _____ ___ ___
In case you're thinking, why can't I just type it out instead of leaving them as blanks?
The answer's simple.
I don't want to be labelled as something negative.

Not hallucinating, am I?
This is not the time to cry.
I hear voices calling out to me.
They surround me, I cannot flee..
There is no escape.
Textbooks and notes, they await.

aural

I just realised that I have to go to the exam venue alone tmr. =(
EVERYONE WILL BE IN SCHOOL AND MY PARENTS ARE WORKING.

This is making me so tensed up, the 20th century piece/the one from the C list is the ultimate killer!
Why the staccatos and in 3rds?? Argh my fingers keep slipping...
Hope all goes well.
Trust God. Trust God. Trust God!

Special thanks to this certain few for all your encouragement!
I needed that...
And you know who you are ;)

excatly 12 hours left
10.20am. omg omg omg.

must it be that when i post here, it's something angsty?

She has a name ok.
I've got quite enough of you calling her "your best friend" when talking to me.
Your best friend this your best friend that.
I'm insulted.
I've told you to just call her by her name.
Not just you, it's you, you, you and you too.
Is it very difficult to do that?
Does it take the amount of energy needed to erupt a volcano to just say her name?
If you'll get struck by lightning or murdered by a cow, by all means continue to call her "your best friend" in front of me.
Otherwise please stop it.
And stop acting like she has a disease.
That's another insult.
Also stop giving me hints that I made the wrong choice.
Because I haven't.

Happy birthday SARA =)
Sorry I kinda forgot.

2 days,
Associated Board of The Royal Schools of Music

wt_

eff those effing rumours.
just pisses me off.

7 days,
Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music.

2.5 hours of practice,
vented my anger on the piano.

schooling

We were eating ice-cream.
We stood at the traffic light to wait for the green man.
-Starts to drizzle-
"what the. my ice cream is going to be acidified."
-waits-
-rain becomes heavier-
"why so long!?"
And the group of PL lites stood there, drenched because the stupid light took super long to change colour.
Then finally the green guy appeared and everyone ran across the road to the pathetic bus stop.
What a day.
The rain was so heavy, the wind was so strong, Lai Theng and I almost flew away.
If not for that pillar. hah.

Did maths with her after school till around 5pm, then went back.

Exams are freaking near.
Piano and oral exams next week.
I gotta sleep about 2 hours earlier so that's... 12am?
Now's so not the time to fall asleep in class.

I feel like shutting off everything and just drown myself in books, notes, my stationery the $18 calculator and my 2nd hand piano.
Goodbye, world.

9 days to Grade 7 practical examination for piano,
Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music.

tomorrow is monday

Yes, tomorrow is Monday.
And I haven't touched my list of 30 chinese idioms.
Call that 'asking for trouble'

I didn't know that Aaron's parents are in my parents' cell!
We're in the same cell group but I didn't know about his parents until yesterday.
wahahah.
This Aaron is not my brother ok Fiona, take note.
haha... and I dunno his surname so I can't bracket it -_-"

I feel like talking about the private blog. haha.
I always mix up the password there and here!
lols.
In the posts, Timothy will sign off with the usual 'timstymadehismarkhere',
Priscilla will end with 'pris :D' occasionally, meaning she forgets to leave her name.
As for me, haha.
I don't even sign off. Just end the post like that.
Hahah but they know it's me not because I'm the only one who doesn't 'label' the post with my name.
But because of the way I type and blog. haha...
Priscilla also never 'label' it sometimes mah.
That's how good friends are like... they know it's you even though you don't identify yourself.
Awwwww. wahahs.

You know what, I finally went for main service today after dunno how long!
hahahaha...
Cause there's no tuition!
And I told my Chinese tuition teacher to come earlier so that I can still make it for 2nd service at 11.15am!
Must make it a point to go for both Youth and main services. =D

kks better go, cut my nails and learn those idioms.
AND hunt for my school tie or face Miss Gan tomorrow morning.
Stress sia!
Exams! Not to mention there's gonna be maths tuition twice a week until the maths paper is over!

Lord, please remind me that I am to put You above everything.
Even family and friends whom I love a lot.
Because when I leave, they cannot leave with me...
These are earthly things...
Lord You are to be my main focus and not anything else.
"I love you more than any other, so much more than anything"
And Father, I want to make this true.

it was a moment of folly

To the one I used up lots of msges on...
Don't think about him ok...
Ignore him, don't show the weaker side of you, remain confident of yourself.
And stay strong =)
After all, you're not the one who wants the misunderstanding to remain uncleared.

My family's like watching Tarzan...
At this time of the night.
So noisy! hahaha..
As for me, I should be doing my tuition homework instead of being on the computer =/

Some people remember Esperanza.
Last year's Christmas event.
Today Charmaine, Jia Yan and I recalled the dance!
And boy we still remember every step!
Super omg la! lols..
But we only danced when the corridoor was empty.
We're going to do the same next week =D

So now that Paul's out,
Jasmine, Hady and Jonathan have to compete against one another.
Who do you think is the next to go?
Jasmine has really changed from a potato sack to a flower.
Hady's voice is strong.
Jon... ??????
"let me do the dishes in your kitchen sink..."
Hady, Jonathan or Jasmine? hmmmmms.

10 days to Grade 7 practical examination for piano,
Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music.

I should just give up on that... If it's God's will, He will do it for me. Anyway what's the rush? Time is what I have. But it's so hard to try to stop thinking about it... that left a deep impresssion on me. sighs.

woohoo

First, queued to take the IC photo.
Then, queued again to take number.
Finally, queued to register.
Q Q Q Q Q I Q YOU THEN YOU KNOW EH!
Hahahahah.

I walk into heartland mall everyday (the bus stop is there) and each time, without fail, there'll be this conflict going on inside me.
To buy or not to buy.
To buy or not to buy.
But it looks damn good!
Who can resist Venezia?!
Of course, that can't replace Ben & Jerry's but it's freaking tempting!
Ahhhhhhhhhhh.

"Conclusion- never to share mix & match with Joyce because the ice cream will melt by the time she decides on the nest flavour. Lol."
EHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!
PRISCILLA YOU NUT!
I like everything okay!
Meaning I'm fine with any flavour!
So the one who shares with me is at an advantage because he/she can choose all 3 flavours!

I still need to get picks.
Lost my one and only pick. ~!@#$%^&*
HO. ho ho. Santa Claus will give me a box of picks for Christmas.
OH oh oh, and B&J too!
Yeah man!

This is our Merlion, haha taken by me in the bus on the way to S'pore Conference Hall last month.

blogger dot com

Hello!
My Chinese tuition teacher didn't forget after all, she mixed up the dates and came YESTERDAY when I told her last week, TUESDAY.
And she still said, hao, ke yi.
Haiyoh.
So because of that I had to tell Ryan last minute to have maths tuition later in the day.
He had school, so we had it at 8pm at Sarah's house.
Hey Sarah, I didn't get to keep the change...
My dad remembered. =.=

I realised that I have not played 'monkey' for a loooong time.
Haha, Fio and XY!
That day, all of you became the monkey but I never kena!
Wahahahahs...
Lets go and play again!

Ok I better go, if I'm late again Priscilla is going to complain.
lols.

12 days to Grade 7 practical examination for piano,
Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music.

shi guang fei shi, yi zhuan yan, JIU YUE YI JING DAO LE!

My Chinese tuition teacher forgot to come yesterday!
*winks at Lai Theng*
Haha! Ryan is different ok, he won't forget wan.

Steve Irwin.
Steve Irwin.
WAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
The crocs loved him so much, they didn't lay a paw on him.
But the sea creatures were envious... they didn't have such attention!
Hence they sent the stinking stingray to kill him.
BUT, I still like seafood.
Yeah man.
He died such a horrible death...
Most of us put a turtle up in our MSN nicks.
In loving memory of Steve Irwin...
*sob sob*

I'm getting more slack these days.
Just can't study at home la!!!!
Not with so many distractions.
Pris, can we go to macs? Oh no there's no time.
Darnnnnn.
I'm left with 2 options.
A or B.

Going to take my IC photo this Friday, then head down to ICA.
And Priscilla is going with me. hahah yay..
And then, we'll go for B&J's!
She got this $5 voucher from a friend.
I thought of asking our B&J friend/fan along...
But I think he'll be too exhausted.

There are a lot of nice bak chor mees in Singapore.
That coffeeshop outside our school is just normal lor pris.
Hahaha I prefer the lemon chicken rice there.

Remember, if you want to have mee siam without chilli,
say mee siam mai HIAM and not mai HAM.
Because they don't put HAMs in mee siam!
wahahahahs... okok.
And SMILE when you see the IMF delegates!
And and and,
make them try our bak chor mee and mee siam! lols
Lame mrbrown joke.

The dentist said I have healthy gums!
Hahaha
And class 3 teeth. =(

14 days to Grade 7 practical examination for piano,
Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music.

No I'm not dead yet but practising like nobody's business.
It's MY business anyway. hahah.

It's like talking to the wall la...
Sometimes even the wall responds.
Don't ask me how.

the sweetest name of all

My neighbours absolutely LOVE and ADORE me...
I'm sure you're dying to be my neighbour too...
Of course, with so much music coming from my house,
bass, piano, guitar...
Who wouldn't?
(note sarcasm)

It's gotta be the noisiest/most melodious unit in the block.
[Guitaring/keyboarding with Priscilla rocks... we always do that at my house. hahah.]

I can't run away from it anymore, I have to face it...

16 days to Grade 7 practical examination for piano,
Associated Board of the Royal Schools of Music.

Ican'tdieyetIcan'tdieyetIcan'tdieyetIcan'tdieyetIcan'tdieyet

I forgot to add,
church has this workshop thing on jamming and care of equipment and how to play together as a band and the rest i'm not too sure,
open to sec 3 and above.
I signed up for keyboard.
Did I make the wrong choice?
Keyboard or bass?

you are the reason.. bet you didn't know that.

Ok I'm going type out a proper post for yesterday. And today.

Is it me and my depression, or are my friends really weird today?
Something's not right...
They seem out of place.
And it's not my friend.
Is my friendS.
Oh wells.

Yesterday Priscilla had to wait for my father to finish scolding me before we could leave for Bugis.
He didn't even finish la, I just walked out when he paused.
Hahaha..
We attempted to speak chinese, with Sharmaine, and it was damn funny.
We even wanted to speak chinese for the rest of the day.
Failed la, thanks to Tim.
That's the reason why our chinese oral is like shit. lol.

The studio is small. And dim.
Was as if you're being locked in. haha..
Found a few picks there. And lotsa rubbish.
If you're a cleanliness freak, don't go there.
Wahahah... Plastic bags, wrappers, ...
Four of us stayed there for 2 hours.
I think it's so-so la, good, and the last song was the best.
It's when (in my opinion) I could really play and sing to the Lord.
Yup. Next time better prepare what we wanna jam beforehand...
Or waste time thinking about what song to play next.

Bras Basah next to get Priscilla's canvas...
That art shop really has alot of interesting things.
Tim was being crappy, what hello panda and sour powder...
And then to the sports & music shop to get pick and look around.
The more I look at the guzheng, the more I wanna learn how to play!
(don't say it's cheenafied ok. )
at least I know a BIT. And a BIT of harp =D
I also wanna learn the piccolo (it's a kind of flute, the highest pitched instrument in the orchestra. and the timbre is damn distinct) and the clarinet!
Makes me wanna go and study the instruments of the chinese and western orchestra.
Hahahhahaha. Out of point la.

Then of course, like duh no need to say wan, we found ourselves in Cathay.
Muahaha. Dinner and dessert.
Pris likes oysters too, haha!
We'll go to Jack's Place for raw oysters next time yeah. Lols..
Up till now, I can't decide on what my favourite B&J flavour is.
Everything also nice leh.
Moooooo, says the cow.

Home sweet home...
I wasted 20 minutes going from towards Harbour Front, and then back to Dhouby,
finally to Kovan.
Just so I could get a seat. And chat with Pris for extra 5 mins.
haha.

Today, lunch with mom and sibs at Pizza Hut.
I so like the cheesy bites!
Topped with extra cheese, just sprinkle! hahaha..
The cheesier the better.
Hey if there's another cheese lover out there, lets go to Pizza Hut!

My maid's in hospital.
She has tuberculosis.
Her bill's gonna cost a 'little boy' and 'fat man' bomb.
Meanwhile I can only pray.

The topic for Youth... was something which parents would call taboo.
Some say it's dirty and disgusting.
Guessed it?
Sex.
I wanted to run away from cell discussion because they were talking about the right way to wear a condom.
That was the eekiest part of the day mans.
But the main thing was about pre-marital sex.
Sex should be saved for your husband/wife.
With so many people doing it, it becomes normal. To them.
And when they marry they won't enjoy sex with their partner as much as they did with their multiple partners.
Plus sex is supposed to be enjoyed.
You start out with someone you think you love,
hold hands, then arms around shoulders or waist, then hugs, then pecks on the cheeks, then frenching, then the next thing you know, ... ... because the temptation is there.
The devil succeeds.
Okok I'll stop here if your freaked already.
In case you didn't know, we have an hour of cell group discussion, then praise and worship and finally the sermon and ministy/altar call every Saturday.
OH YEAHHHHHH
KAI WEI ACCEPTED CHRIST!
HAHAHA I'M SO HAPPY FOR HIM CAN!
He has been coming for quite awhile, and his family members are very strong Buddhists.
His only problem now is how to tell his mother that he's officially a Christian.
hahah...

Before I go off...
HAPPY BIRTHDAY EUGENE!

Guess what.
Hillary told me she saw Lihui at Jurong Point!
Yes, our instructor!
!!!!!!!