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I'm blogging from Multiply, this looks fun! hahaha.
Ok music ppl---> I uploaded the photos from my camera to multiply so you can go there to view your retarded photos.
Pls ask Genesis to hurry up and load hers too!

Now what.
First I was so so so reluctant to go for the workshop.
And now I miss it. 依依不舍地跟别小的人说再见。
How ironic.

I'm going for some warehouse sale with Sara now, =D

OVER OVER OVER.

I can finally say bye to SMSing in Chinese for 2 whole weeks!
Surprisingly, none of my recipients got annoyed hahah.

Paper 1 totally caught me by surprise.
I still did the gong han and crapped thru' the whole thing.
The bao zhang du hou gan also.
Didn't expect that owe money pay money thing er jia po ren wang thing to come out la wth.
But I did that in the end.

Paper 2 also...
I tikam-ed all the write number parts, and copied chunks and chunks from the last li jie wen da.
This is what I usually do when I don't understand the passage, question, or both. Hah.

I have a strong feeling I'll get another C this round, but no no no no I believe in miracles, I hope there'll be a calculation error which goes unnoticed and I'll get more marks!!!!

Music composition camp is madness.
I'll be missing more than 8 hours of it la, still paid $15 for the whole workshop.
Pro or not.

MYE results

我知道我让我自己失望。
我也让我父母失望。
（对不起，我知道我的表达特别差）
从现在到华文'O'水准会考，我决定把我所有/其他的科目都放在一边，先废寝忘食，去管华文。
因为陈老师说过，老师们都为了我们牺牲和家庭的时间，也花了很多时间拼命地改我们的模拟考卷。

我不要再做后悔的事。
我不要让我亲爱的父母失望。
我不要让陈老师和德老师失望。
最重要的，

我不要让上帝失望。


I MUST REMEMBER TO PAY UP THE $75 FOR PROM.

今天，老是把考试卷子都分给我们，让我们查成绩。
我对自己的成绩感到？？？？
我也无话可说了。

A1 - CCA (this one I know for sure)
A1 - POA (and yes I topped the class, but what's the use if my other subs suck so much?)
B4 - Sc(Bio/chem) (dropped 2 grades)
C5 - E Maths (slight improvement)
C5 - English (no change)
C6 - Chinese (?!?!)
C6 - Geog (no comments abt humanities, just utterly disappointed)
C6 - Comb. humanities
D7 - Music (drastic drop from A2/B3)

L1R5 - 27
（再见了，初级学院）
L1R4 - 17 cos can count CCA.
L1R2B2 i'm too discouraged to count.

我不管班上的同学要继续在别人的背后说坏话，还是努力地温习和读华文。
她们要这样做，那是她们的事。
我要加油！
失败乃成功之母。
还有，有上帝的帮助，我一定可以成功的。
我要相信他！ i will also spend more time praying and worshiping and reading my Bible.
我要坚持下去。

我不要再做出后悔的事。

And because of that, I need to know where to draw the line.
Slack less and buck up.
I'm sorry I can't reply in h_________ , tho' I read it.
I can't go for church camp, not that I don't want to, but I can't. =(
Thanks, both of you.

Like Valerie said,
our body is the temple of God (as said in the Bible)
and that's why we must watch our tongue, thoughts and plans.
No, I cannot and will not get used to vulgarities.
I detest them.

Sonic Edge band coming to LSBC this Saturday!


regarding that particular tag: i don't care, i may seem like her only friend in school, and i know i'm starting to lose some/even more friends. but like i said, i don't care. i trust her and that's final. and till then... we'll see.

excitement stirred

Thanks for your letter XY!! I'm so touched! Lol.

Today's Macbeth seminar was useless, it wasn't helpful at all.
Ms Loh is much much much much better than that speaker la.
And me Priya LT WQ and WY walked dunno how many KMs (ok maybe not that long) from the RELC building to Orchard MRT.
The train was so crowded, WY was squashing the guy behind her! haha.
WQ made HL come out and watch her eat beef noodles =.=

Because of that, I skipped breakfast and lunch ok super cannot tahan.
Even reached church late. Like, 5-10 minutes.
But I had 2 plates of spaghetti and now I'm waiting for my pa to come back from the prata shop with the cheese prata, cos he went to watch soccer.

I'm still excited about the Osaka - Nara - Osaka thingy, just that I can't go for church camp!
And, wahlau, ST is still talking about Japan sinking when we go there.
No way man. Maybe it'll sink the day after we leave =/

I think I know why it's so expensive.
We're taking SQ there, staying in 2 hotels and one "inn".
And because it's odd number, and I happen to be the odd one (wth), Christabel offered to let me room with her and Preethi.
I hope can la... anything but rooming with MRS WONG.
Dunno why, but I suddenly thought of that.
Omg no. no. no.

Hello Japan!
Eh wait, should be Hello Chinese 'O' Levels! Pls give me a B3....

Happy BELATED 16th and 17th Birthdays, to
YUHUI and HILLARY respectively!

Haha I know I'm a bit late, but I couldn't come online without the modem
(my dad took it away)

I will pass y'all something soon okay! hahaha


So far, the results I've gotten back are 5567
5 for English and Math,
6 for Chinese,
7 for Music.

ALL not up to my standard. Yes, I failed music.

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Japan exchange programme briefing made me sooooo excited!
Gotta clarify with Mrs Wong again, but it seems like only PL and ACS(B) are going?!?!
And we have to stick around with those 40 plus guys for 5 days?!?!?!?!
Where are the rest??

MID YEAR EXAMS ARE OVER.
So? What's there to rejoice about?
I screwed up almost EVERY paper.
And Chinese O's is in 2, TWO weeks.
It's that fast.

Our crazy Chinese teachers wants to have lesson with us for the next two weeks, like PURE CHINESE ok!
Non-stop, from 8am to 2pm! This is madness.

De lao shi is going to kill me, I just know it.
I screwed the chinese oral, conversation part.
The examiner had to keep prompting me!!!!! Shit shit shit. Da bian.

And for music, I'm double going to get killed!
The question asked for the difference between the tenor part in bar one and the alto part in bar 6, besides pitch and something. You know what I wrote?
"there is no difference."
I REALLY DUNNO WHAT TO WRITE LOR.
Ethnic music was crap also la, for the Indonesian music I even mentioned that they sit on the floor to play their instruments.
Shittttttttttt!!@!#@$@% Haydn was a fatherly figure to Mozart and Beethoven, they were NOT good friends!

And I couldn't balance my balance sheet I felt so frustrated I wanted to cry.
Then I read Candice's blog,

prelims score full marks for chem and just pass for bio, STILL GET A1 HAHAHA WHO CARES IF IT'S ON THE DOT. Not like you'll know how much your A1's worth during o's.

Yah lor. As long as it's an A1.
But hurhur it's different for me... knowing I can't meet my targets and expectations.

Another thing.

I LOST MY WALLET YET AGAIN.

This year, it has already landed in the General Office TWICE, the latest one being this month.
It'll be so embarrassing to go there again and ask for any found wallets, that Mrs Selvi and I can become good friends already la!
Sometime this year, Theresa said someone picked up my wallet and passed to her so she passed to me.
And some unknown person delivered my wallet to my doorstep, saying that he picked it up in the bus 113.

AND NOW IT'S MISSING AGAIN boooo I really hope it'll land in the office I don't care whether Mrs Selvi will start nagging at me for being the careless one whose name keeps appearing in the wallet lost and found book or whatever shit I JUST WANT MY WALLET BACK!

Wallet I love you and I promise to take extra care of you, now please come back!!!

Pray people pray.
Pray for Jacelyn's family.
Pray for Clarissa's eye.
Pray for Aaron's headache.
Pray that my wallet will come running back to me! Imagine spending the weekend without your beloved wallet!

HaPpY bIrThDaY SOPHIAAAA!

girl, when are you coming back to church???!?!
you know, every week I'm like, 'need to save a seat for sophia or not? is she coming?'
waaaaaaaaah


I was doing the POA 10 years series MCQ for the paper 1 later, and boy it is worrying!
It's a cause for concern!
It's an emergency!
I'm getting a lot of wrong answers!
Did I become extra stupid, or is my brain being rebellious?
wth

And,
I don't think I'll be able to go for church camp.
Cos' the documents say arrival time on the 17th is 6.35pm, subject to changes.
And their "changes" would most prob be later and not earlier.
So, bye bye Times Square!

The quick ratio is different from the current ratio.
What is not included in the calculation of the quick ratio?
A bank balance
B creditors
C debtors
D stock

huh. what is quick ratio la.

The stock at 31 December 2002 is overstated by $6000.
What is the effect on gross profit for the year to 31 December 2003?
A $6000 overstated
B $6000 understated
C $12 000 overstated
D $12 000 understated

I don't like this kind of question, the overstate and understate crap.
What to do... don't like also must like. Nvm, I will like it!
I want my A1!

From Filch's blog:

wth. anyway, i realise daryle's brother, benedict, my neighbour,my friend.
is going to OSAKA. (SOUNDS FAMILIAR NORRIS?)
with PLMGSS handbellers.
IS THAT COOL , OR WHAT.
he's going to write some piece for em,
and be their conductor.

you know what's cooler?
he's acjc's music director.
so, as he says," anything i say goes!"

Aaaah ok this is so cool! Hahah. 12-17 June.

But what's NOT cool is, I'm in a dilemma.
Should I persuade my parents to wait for me to return to S'pore on the 17th, and then drive to KL (selfish thought), or just stay in S'pore while the rest of the church and my family (and my cell) go and have a fun time plus encounter with God in KL?
Five days in Japan is.. quite enough.
If I go for the church camp as well, what about studying for prelims?
Where to find the time? It'll be one-and-a-half weeks in total, away from my books, away from home, away from Sg.

And another side of me is asking...
What about God? You choose, God or studies?
I know. One can spend time with Him anytime, anywhere.
But church camp is just different la.
And then the cell...
"Go la.. we going as a cell leh"
"Can you still go for the church camp?"
"(blah blah blah blah blah)"

I have ONE more week to decide! hmph... To go or not to go?
I cannot say no to Osaka, the reasons are quite obvious.
As for church camp... I want to go. But how am I going to make up for that 9 days worth of study time? Oh man.

Can time just stop? For me?
I don't want Saturday to come.

ss and maths

I lost 11 marks in the Maths paper 1.
And for SS, there was NO TIME, so I wrote crap.
Stupid lar, I spotted housing and conflicts between countries and health care services but none came out.

Tomorrow, or later today at 7.30pm, 'll be meeting Joey again for dinner and then study until we get butt cramps.
I'm going to church earlier to study too.
Can't study at home! See what I'm doing? On the comp.

Ok serious now. Geography and sciences!

And I just realised what you see on your right is super outdated, so I'm gonna update it.
The links, the mid yr exam dates and subjects, ...

Too lazy to reply tags, but thanks for tagging, do keep them coming in!

mid year exams

(wah there's a cat fight and a dog barking outside my house. literally.)

PHANTOM OF THE OPERA was wayyyyyyyyyy cool, and grand!
Went there with Yeok Ling, Fiona, Xi Ying, Chelsie (?), En Mei.
I enjoyed everything from the actors to the singing to the costumes to the ensemble to the conductor!
Female conductors are RARE, especially for this kind of big musicals!!
It was worth our $42 though we got restricted view seats at the side of circle 2.
Hahah and I bought the original cast CD which cost me $33, gosh I wanna cry.
I so wanna watch it again, any sponsors? =P

Having exams in the hall is a bad thing, especially during this period.
Lots of sec 4s are falling sick! Just thank God I'm fine.
Plus the air con is so strong, so colllllllld, the virus can spread!
I'm going to do badly for English paper 1, aaaah don't wanna talk about it man.
I think Chinese paper 1 was fine, but paper 2... the multiple choices will pull me down.
Lit elective was ok too.

And up next, SOCIAL STUDIES and MATHS PAPER 1.

SS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It's a darn heavy topic, my brains are being weighed down by housing shortage and over crowding and self-contained new towns and social interaction and Iceland and the fish and the People's Republic of China supporting North Korea and the government encouraging more people to have kids by giving incentives.
And I still have A LOT more! How la how. Haven't even touch maths.
STRESS.
I can't die so early!
Don't intend to study the last 2 sec 3 chapters, they make me go nuts.
Aiyah, I still have a whole lot of SS stuff waiting for me la!!!
Not just that, there's also the different types of SEQ questions which I have yet to go through.

There's a funeral wake at the next block and it has been so damn noisy for the past few days.
Their chinese music. Oh my goodness.
Plus the volume of all the activities there. They play mahjong till 6am.
I cannot sleep and study properly you know!

This afternoon I went to McDonald's and sat there for 3-4 hours studying SS.
Then I went home.
Then I went to Macs again with Joey this time, from 9pm - 12am.
And I'm wide awake now thanks to 2 cans of coffee!
Got another one in the fridge for standby.

So now I'm going back to the books, wish me all the best for SS and math!
Blogging is just a way to de-stress.