Grave, grave mistake.

The one thing I vowed myself never to do... and I did.

Now the impact is larger than ever.

I'm at a loss and the guilt is haunting me. Sigh.

Rhethorical

Why do I always seem to be giving in? Can't I have something I really, really want? Just for once? Am I that weak, to keep worrying about how the other (parties) may feel or think if I got things my way?