whew.

ok,. yester day the exam was... HORRIBLE!! i kept playing wrongly!! shit. then go s'pore conference hall for that darn performance. again, play wrongly. too nervous. but after that, there's this kinda feeling, like very reluctant to leave. it's the bond between us.. the seniors and juniors. and maybe dr wong and mr ten as well. i dunno how to explain this... hust ask those who were involved in the musical. THAt kind of feeling. this morning, went for handbell prac, the man from s'pore chinese orchestra came and took out his VIDEO CAM and... u know the rest. then went for the chinese storytelling thing. i kept reffering to my book. damn. think my marks are very low. dun even think i can pass grade 5 cos it's staccato all the way for sight-reading. everything went wrong. wasn't really prepared. leaders were encouraging. yea.. i might have died without them.. :D