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edited: I'm doing this because of the sec 4s. Seriously, I'll miss them. Didn't know that it was their last performance. My sincere appologies.

I have so much to say.

Yesterday was handbells SYF and they got a gold with honours. The only person i could really share my joy with is Ling Ying. We hugged each other.

You know what? i think they and the teachers think the LOWER SEC girls are not important. We were just there to help. As for me, Deborah, Debra, Cheryl and Sherry... We didn't even help during the comptetition. Only after. Do what? CARRY TABLES AND CUSIONS. we worked for almost the whole morning, serving the SYF girls and they show no sign of appreciation. How very sadd. Except for Melissa Chua. She thanked me for helping. The teachers. Ordering us LOWER SEC girls. "Lower sec, go and carry the tables up the bus. Lower sec, go and set up the tables. The rest can go and cheer." Lower sec this, lower sec that. And they get to enjoy themselves while the sec 1s, me, man ling, ling ying, hui ling and Hilary had to work for them, sweating like nobody's business. Did they even notice this? No. None of them. If the LOWER SEC girls are so NOT important, why not kick us out of the choir? We are one. What rubbish. We are 2 seperate groups, The ringers and the helpers. more like servants.

The concert. Violin and choir's holding area is the prefects' room. After the 2nd performance, we saw the SYF ppl (or the important ppl) sitting in the PB room. And the messed it up. Did we complain? No. When they left the room, did anyone even notice that Hilary and I existed? No. We were sitting there, looking at them. Did anyone even bother to wave or say a 'hi'? No. Only Yi Jia did. Why of course, she's my buddy. My good buddy. She even offered to walk me to the bus stop after the concert, cos it was dark. I bet the rest look down on us or something. [Oh, you're just a helper (servant , more like it).]they don't realise that without the Lower sec , they would have lots of work to do. Like what I said, No APPREciation at all.

Taken from Pearl's blog:
I pray for 21 girls as well as the helpers.

Thanks Pearl. That made me feel better.
Thanks to Melissa Chua, for that lil piece of choc.
Thanks to Yi Jia, for being so nice to me.
I love you three.

will miss you seniors lots. :