which left us hanging

Assume it's Friday.
(by right.. it is 2am on a sat)

4c2 is FINALLY more focused on school work... compared to last year.
I feel like slapping myself real hard for the results.
Remember, we had geog, SS and music test on thursday?
I studied my brains out for the 1st 2, never touch music at all.
And I falied them. Shit(ty) humanities.
Spotted Singapore for SS but Britain came out instead, so that murdered me to the core.
But the core is still intact and that explains why I'm still alive and kicking --
Kicking my ass for not studying Britain.
And geography..
Why did I even write about birth rates lah.
So many people scored well and here I am failing ALL the assignments and the common test itself...
Worse that physical geog lor.
So damn discouraged and disappointed with myself.
You should have seen the number of "what, you failed geog?!" faces when I told them my results. (they asked for it) That makes things worse.

Music however, was an A1... to think that I only studied it right before the test.
I scored this one because, of God's grace.

Ms *** has yet to return us our maths paper.
She said half the class failed, and there's a 99.999999% chance that I'm one of them.
Still got 0.000001% chance of passing.
If I do...
I'll bite my toe. And replace my holey socks.

Hello.
Please give me some motivational talks.

[i need to come back to the heart of worship. back to basics]