zombified owl

In my previous post, I said "don't need to sleep already". Fact was that I slept for 1 hour from 4.30am to 5.30am. I rock right... Even so, I didn't manage to complete my revision for the tests >.< And I managed to survive for the day, right until CCA.

Chinese teacher showed us our marks today...

I GOT A BIG FAT D LOL THANK GOD I DIDN'T GET U, I WAS SO CLOSE TO GETTING AN E OR S BUT MY COMPO PULLED ME UP THAT ONE I GOT 38/60 HAHA =P

Did I mention that I passed my grade 8 piano by 2 marks? LOL this sounds like a joke but I'm not sure whether to laugh or cry you know...
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BUT I think I'll laugh. Look at the bright side, my teacher said people usually fail at the higher grades!! The examiner could have failed me and given me 99 marks but no she let me pass despite my largely inaccurate answers for the aural tests and pathetic attempt to sight read, not to mention the major screw-ups in the pieces. I could have failed. Thank You Jesus I passed xD

Tsk it's sad that our PE relief teacher will not be teaching us anymore! Mr Ng (PE HOD) our original PE teacher will be coming back from his reservist i think... sad. The relief teacher was really cute!

I just read Jacelyn's email, it links with the REW chapel on Monday. Is God trying to say something to me now? Seriously, I should stop being so busy and set aside time for Him... I now quote part of her email.

Communication is not one-way. It's two-way. How true. I thought, "time to let God speak, i've been talking so much." And the devotion of the day really spoke to me. It told me, you don't know why God wants you to head there, it's fine. you just have to know who God is, the One who is leading you.. Cause' when we know Him, we have no fear. When we know He's the One guiding you all the way, we can be rest assured. It's just like you know your own dad, that he won't bring you to harm.
So.. it's time for me to tear my itinerary into pieces. To throw away my own plans. God seeks to prosper me. His definition of prosper may not be the world's myopic definition of prosper, but life with God is definitely better than without Him. (:

So anw, just want to encourage you guys to find God in His word, for "the Word was God." Many times we cant hear Him speak, it's probably because we've not seeked Him but we just kept talking non-stop, like I did at first. How do you get the response when you dont seek for response, yup? May He give you such desire to hear Him and seek to do His will. Lets ask God to teach us to love Him more, then we'd have the willingness to let Him guide. (:

Up till now, I still don't know whether joining CO was the right thing to do.
I do know, however, that if I didn't join, I wouldn't be in xuanyue ---> Sheena would not have joined CO (I managed to make her join cos' she showed some interest. hehe), Janet would have been the only J1 girl in xuanyue, she said she would have quit CO because of that, and lets see... There'll only be 4 J1s in that section. All are guys. 4 is like so not enough to take over when the current J2s step down. <--- Now is this still part of God's plan?


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WH; great week, yeah, but only to a certain extent!
Sara; MANNN i have yet to get skype... and melody seems to be doing well in the southern hemisphere.. i am not super hardworking, just ask my parents. i do redundant stuff all the time lol and i specialise in chionging homework and getting told off by teachers. yes we better have lunch or dinner together, IF TIME PERMITS! since your sch isn't that near. or we could go to CHANGI AIRPORT haha random...
Daniel; why must you keep trademarking your name! lol. now i envy poly ppl like you. >.< GO for enCOre and buy tickets from me, i asked you before ken did!
Elaine; haha correct it's good game. it's the guys who always say it, if you realise. this is the result of too much gaming!
jace; "I'm carried in everlasting arms, (He'll) never let me go, through it all" =D