Monday, August 04, 2008

Piercing pain in my body

I was late for school this morning... yet again. As in, late but didn't get booked kind of late. Reason being I couldn't walk fast enough to catch the train at Kovan and I'm not sure how many trains I missed, 2? Couldn't take a cab with just $4 in my possession, could I?

BFC would have known by now, about this pain that's causing discomfort...
I realised it's the same pain experienced during the mission trip.

So this morning my CT and DM made me sit with the Muslim students in LT3 after I said I'm not feeling well. I had to miss chapel entirely. (The pain was excruciating, since I made myself bear with it and walked as fast as my legs could carry me from the station to school..) This may sound stupid, but tears welled up in my eyes after I read the prayer which Shepherd had sent via sms. Maybe I was touched, maybe I was just thankful that someone's there. I don't know.

It just didn't occur to me that my heart is at the left side of my body too.

At least I survived the rest of the day, even taking the place of Pei Yan (who wasnt in school) to attend the P and VP meeting after school at Irvin's request.. I must be crazy. I should have gone home to rest right? As if that wasn't enough, Claire and I went to have dinner after 6pm. Pure retardedness.

Well I know for sure that that signified something. I wasn't as weak as I had been earlier. God was working, He's always been (: See what faith does ehh.

Sorry if I made anyone worry! Thanks BFC for your prayers and words of concern, and to the clique for always asking if I'm alright (; Love you people

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