God is good, He always is (:

They've been telling me, time and again, but I somehow I never did it.

For the first time after all these years at chapel, I actually cried during chapel. Worship was simple, with just a guitar and two main voices.. but worship is never about the music, it's about God. I felt that the worship leader's words were directed at me.. we sang Still, which totally described what I should and wanted to do-

Hide me now
Under Your wings
Cover me
Within Your mighty hand


When the oceans rise and thunders roar
I will soar with You above the storm
Father, You are King over the flood
I will be still, know You are God


Find rest my soul
In Christ alone
Know His power
In quietness and trust

I just needed to trust Him with my situation. I thought nobody understands me, but I was wrong. I forgot that there is a King who knows me inside out, He's just waiting for me to turn to Him instead of struggling with the load alone. Boy, I was right.

Prayer is the key (:

I trusted Him, as stated in Proverbs 3:5-6... and I survived yesterday and today without Nescafe in school.

The speaker for chapel spoke about forgiveness, just as Yeo Mei had shared her devotion on Saturday. Maybe that was for me, for I realised today that there are people I need to forgive. Those who have caused pain in ways unimaginable. It's him, and her.. (they're not teens btw)

Many thanks to my wonderful friends who were there with me yesterday when I was all teary (: Love y'all always.


Even Ang Ren said I cry a lot... or is it only during this period?