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it has been a hundred years since i updated this damn blog.the stupid com crashed and took 90 years to repair. so many things happened. i'm now in grade 6 for piano. there's lotsa handbell practices for Christmas at S'goon stadium. wierd place yah? but anyway.. there's teens camp this Friday, and we have persie and her sister, Priscilla!!! *jumps around madly* and the BEST, MOST EXITING of all....CLAY's BiRtHdAy and his album. Going to be released!! YAYY! so. after the camp, handbell prac x2. then from 11-13 Dec, going to Austin Hills with parents' cell group. :) after that, come back, HB PRAC again.then the performance on 18th. then breaking new ground camp. and then i STILL HAVEN'T COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK!!!! ok must prepare for church liaos.. c ya.

do you know. that. i'm a peer support leader. am i supposed to be happy or sad. somehow, i feel that i really regret my choice to even submit that form. well, haiz.... what now. there's a camp coming up. i wonder how tough that will be. do i have leadership qualities? i don't think so. darn. exams are coming. and what am i doing? typing crap here. i really should not be doing this. i'm wasting such a lot of time man.

i won at fruit machine yesterday. 2500 np and a poppit. took neoprint with joey, persie, jasmine, madeline and this girl we met there called wai shin i think. haha... didn't really study yesterday. didn't do QT also. *feels guilty* at tombola, i'm a bottle of blue sand and 147 NP. isn't this as good as winning? at coltzan's shrine, always nothing happens one! i'm getting SO frustrated. i'm going to play gormball. haha.

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wah so many things happened.. i was banned from using e com.. so now then i can post. CME exam over. and shit my father is coming up with a CANE. damn it. haveta get out now. finished chapter 4 of my maths. finished doing all the exercises, that it. ok bb

tired

just finisged worship prac.. jon kept asking us "any problem?" dunno why, haha.. then he didn't tell us what time practice tmr.......... so me and jace asked bee.. hahas// yesterday, helped them to fold the letters for CP seminar and insert the brochures into the enevelope. altogether abt 1200.. i went there at 11 something.. spent most of my time on the letters.. janice wun do her own work. must ask other ppl to do for her one.. i wonder why...// it's already saturday and i still haven't show my result slip yet!! what am i gonna do..? i feel like running away from home.. i just dun dare to show it! sigh.. i'm quite sure my parents will nag at me and scold me again. how? i'm scared! i'm scared i'm scared!

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what should i do? go to church or stay at home? stay at home will be tempted to use computer. like now. go to church nobody go with me then i'll be all alone then so lonely. how?? haiz... yesterday i went there with sara we ate at 7-11. saw beatrice delia and doreen(my auntie) they were so freaky.. pop out from nowhere.. so. yesterday completed all the eng and maths hw. then sara was kinda flirting. shall not comment further on that. i asked jace to come. received sms. this sat got worship prac. jon tsang leading. i always get all these smses through boon yeow. dunno y. hey. should i go or not. if i go then eat where. dun tell me 7-11 again. haiz.......... i lazy to walk all the way to s11. only got $3. eat shit ah. how how how....... neopets now my bank interest is 63NP btw. ok i think i'll go. G O go.

whew.

ok,. yester day the exam was... HORRIBLE!! i kept playing wrongly!! shit. then go s'pore conference hall for that darn performance. again, play wrongly. too nervous. but after that, there's this kinda feeling, like very reluctant to leave. it's the bond between us.. the seniors and juniors. and maybe dr wong and mr ten as well. i dunno how to explain this... hust ask those who were involved in the musical. THAt kind of feeling. this morning, went for handbell prac, the man from s'pore chinese orchestra came and took out his VIDEO CAM and... u know the rest. then went for the chinese storytelling thing. i kept reffering to my book. damn. think my marks are very low. dun even think i can pass grade 5 cos it's staccato all the way for sight-reading. everything went wrong. wasn't really prepared. leaders were encouraging. yea.. i might have died without them.. :D

hah

busy busy week. piano lesson today, tution tmr, piano lesson on tues, rehearsal on wed, i'm free on thurs, CONCERT and PIANO EXAM on fri, parents' cell bonding on sat, church on sunday. today. missed church becoz of lesson.. aahhhh... chinese deproved.. i dun want to let daddy know.... otherwise i die.. why is life so full or worries?? hmph.. just finished writing yi jia's letter. met her in popular...Lord, i pray that You'll give me less stress and help me to organise my time ---erm--- wisely.

hah.

so busy these days.. yesterday had extra violin lesson and rehearsal in funan.. then bought the concert shirt.. so ugly lorh... but no choice.. have to bear with it. saw randy and kara q-ing up for waffle... today. went for x-tra piano lesson. had to miss church.. met yi jia at popular... probably buying teacher's day gift. i bought already. 1 for my piano teacher and i for MSG.hahaha.. miss sarah gan... feel lyk changing blogskin.. yea i know. AGAIN.. wadeva..i'm off now.. yup.ssss

cyberweek sucks

and i still thought that working with S** ** and j***** was the biggest mistake ever. who knows. this chinese thing is worse, much worse!!!!! priscilla's com got virus and then cannot go chi forum and cannot dwnld yahoo msnger and cannot email. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. darn it, feel lyk giving up on the whole thing. so hard lorh!!!! once i see the chinese words i faint erh. check this out. http://www.5566.net this is what i went to and i died there. my spirit's typing out the crap here. oh ya.. prisc was talking to herself on msn.. so farnie.. hahahhaahha.......i dunno what to type liao. i'm going to find my body . see u in the next century. i'm ready to get a scolding from 苏老师。 再见。

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hate my father. yesterday at the coffee shop, it wasn't easy to get a table.. next to us was a bigger table.. when they left, my father actually went there and tried to 'chop' it. BUt there was already another family waiting for it. wehn they "won", he came back, a lil angry. i said," it's just a table what..no need to fight(and a meant snatch) over it. and who knows.. he screamed at me and kept saying i showed hik the black face. like what's his prob lorh...i mean we got table already what.. why want to go and take bigger one? before that he was arguing with the man over the hong kong mee and said it wasn't so wet with so much gravy.. just because he doesn't like it doea not mean that he can scream at me ok.. i am a human and i don't like to feel embarrased.. who does? today i attended the first and 2nd service.. the indian pastor very funny.. as in he got alot of jokes... then da jie gave me this heart thing as my birthday present.. it was unexpected haha...

1 more day....

.............1 hr 30 mins to my birthday!! why am i excited? i really don't know... well actually, they're right. if i didn't raise up my hand, the si han test would be on friday.. ahh all my fault. but sooner or later also must take the test what..so not my fault.. i invented the game of wee. can say fun lah.. but then quite short.. tennis also quite fun. just anyhow hit the ball. grandma gave me $30 as birthday present.

happy or sad?

i went to heartland mall and bought a pig as jiahui's biethday present YESTERDAY and gave it to her this morning. seems like she likes it a lot. kept hugging it. i'm glad she likes it.. "it is more blessed to give than to receive..'' at the same time, janice gave me the present on behalf of jacelyn and cheryl and of course, herself.. though small, but it's really quite nice.. i like it.ha. i kinda like IDPW. love the group---my group name. lol.

unlucky

sunday the 15th is, friday the 13th isn't. shan't say why. i'll get pissed and depressed. i got 'live colour' that marker as a birthday present from my parents. bought a lil pig as jiahui's present.. argh. so many ppl's bd falls in august--the month which creates a hole in my pocket at the ens of each week. nothing much to say..

nothing to say here lah

shu en's bd party last sun... very fun.. at first very boring they keep playing x-box... cos waiting for jasmine and kar mun...wait until like 4.00 then gave up.. went to park for obstacle race---i make up one haha.... was quite tired.. wen we came back we saw kar mun sitting at the sofa...oh yahs.. we also played the game of life.. at first persie was the richest then become me cos can trade salary so i trade with her... from $20 000 become $80 000... haha.. plus my job also very good.. everytime the wheel thingy lands in between 2 numbers, i get $50 000..plus my new salary i became even richer.. in the end i was the richest.. played alot of games.. sardines was quite fun also...hide here hide there.. only i never hide cos i lucky.. the cake was awesome.. must be very ex.. tuesday's piano lesson cancelled because of national day which gave me extra time on neopets..yesterday i did the kitchen quest and guess what..? i won ANOTHER petpet!!! then i sold it and now i have enough NP to get a job coupon.. yay.. now i in school.. will get the job cuopon later.

fun day

so. went to popular in the morning and met hui leng there. then went to church for fun day. me and jia yan helped sell the glasses. glass cups, wine glasses..... and then there was this maid who was really choosy.. she said want a pair.. then help her to find already she walked away. so we assumed that she doesn't want it anymore.. who knows that she actually came back and said faster lah... it's like what's her prob lorh...never say she want to buy still com and talk like that to us..anyway... managed to clear all the stuff.. cheap like he*l erh.. i go and sit the viking alot of times.. but the after 6 pm one was da best.. it went up super high.. so high that me and charmaine almost flew out. serious. jia yan too guai liao.. she never go and play at all,, only sit there and help..overall, i enjoyed it.

fun day prep

had tution. then followed my parents to buy a house warming gift for a relative..then went to have dinner. then went for church service.. then went to MPH for the briefing for tmr's fun day. i didn't get invloved in setting up any stall with other teens youth or YA. followed parents' cell. there was alot of things to load and unload...things like plates, bowls, all that glass things lah.. then i arranged all the metal stuff. kettles, pots and pans....... there were just so much that we had to put it on the floor..haha...think buisness will be very good.. i pray that God will give us good wether (speeling correct annot).. me jia yan and gideon will do all the wrapping..using newspapers of course.. it's late now i better go.

cca

yesterday performed during chapel. i missed a few notes but dun think it was obvious. ha.. got back lit results and i HATE IT!!!!! although i'm 3rd in class but....i just can't stand it! i used to get 18, then 15, and now what.... i must work harder.. i'm VERY satisfied with my chinese results though. i got b3!! 1 more mark to a2! but there was 1 section i got all wrong. that was my weakest part. went for cca today, enviromental club. still a volunteer. miss sem asked me wether i wan to join as my 2nd cca or not. but i not sure.. i want but my attendance will not be regular because of handbell.. and i also dun think my mother will allow leh...hmm i better remain as a volunteer. today, didn't do much. softened the hard soil in the styrofoam box and it looked like SHIT! haha.. was so shitty.. me sara and lai theng stayed to clean up the class and we made sure it was sparkling clean. miss gan(lay leng) wrote something on the board. i peeped into the class after cca. then saw something like "thank you ladies...." she always uses the term 'ladies'.. so the hard work paid of eh! this week i thought 1c1 will be the dirtiest class again. thank God it wasn't..

prac

practice today. what else. ethel said tt she couldn't make it for the performance because of the piano exam. then all of them were like HAR....? THEN HOW??? because all the hard work gone. two instructors even got angry with her. budden cannot blame her also lorh....it's the comittee members' fault what..they know and never tell us in advance... at least the sec fours still will inform us.. today better. just that i still can't ring 2 in hand. no sound from my A6 but G#6 got sound. heh. skipped violin. i couldn't manage so many things when it was raining so heavily. then my parents scolded me. as usual. then went to optition. now each eye is 225 deg.

boring

it really IS boring... history test wasn't that bad.. me and sara stayed back after school to clean up the classroom.. and everyone had to remove their things fr under the table. it's obvious where all the books went. INTO THE CUPBOARD hahaha.... open it and you'll get a shock. i went to church after school.. tmr there's violin at 12.30 if i'm not wrong.. which means i can't help to keep the bells and chimes. hb starts at 10.30 and i'm meeting valerie at the well area. have to sms her to change the venue...maybe the spiral staircase.....if she forgets, i'm dead. my scores........and i didn't practice violin. Dr Wong sure scold me one...the give thanks song i also die die lah...