driving me up the wall.

edited: some things are better off private...

i've had enough of this. should i break down and cry, or show off my anger? yes. enough. ENOUGH. so she thinks i'm childish, immature, an idiot with full of nonsense, huh? let me tell you--she's wrong. as if she's very mature, cool.. like, whatever.. but i HATE IT when people insult me. I may be skinny, but do you think i can help it? i was born like this, did you think that i WANT to be like this? it gives her NO RIGHT to call me "bony". this way, she's also insulting yu ting. i'm telling the truth -- most of the mrl girls don't like her. even my classmates. asked who they dont' like they said it. was concerned for her... asked her to come for tution with me to HELP her to pull up her grades. what do i get in return? frustration. what is this. and, i can't stand people trying to control everything. any kind of group work...she controls the whole thing. i actually asked jie xin to come for baking day. but she didn't want to. you know the reason.it's obvious. some people don't apologise. at all. she claims she helped me. in what...?
come to my house. use my com. that's fine. but lying on my parents' bed? that's too far. really.

let me explain what happened yesterday. i was going to have chicken rice with yu ting. she wanted to skip the prefects' meeting because her leg hurts. -.- and she wanted a lift from yu ting's father. since she waasn't having lunch, i asked joey to come. hey, it's not like the car can't squeeze 3 ppl at the back right. and lesson ended late. she still wanted us to wait 5 mins for her. keep asking yu ting's father to send her home is bad enough. (best to let others ask you, instead of you ask others to send you home.) and she wants him to WAIT for her. hello, he's not your driver. show some respect for him.

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tution ended at 7.30. my teacher kept saying that i made a lot of improvements. hah. and she talked to my mother. and 'she' came into the picture. enough about her. yup. so i'm really hungry but decided to come and post first. i'm going to eat.

oh, and i had a nightmare 2 days ago. i dreamt that i was at a camp, and ivan(my cell leader) kept scolding me. thankfully, it's just a dream. easter sunday. i don't want to do backup!!!