when everything goes downhill

yesterday:

Was late for worship prac, which was supposed to be at 10am.
Yeah, freaking early.
But that's cos' some needed to do worship for the wedding in the afternoon also.

Youth Ablaze.. ok la. Just an ok.
I need that spiritual zest man.
Cell was terribly quiet, the atmosphere was crap.
But it's good in the sense that there was time for me to reflect.
And pray a bit.
I didn't feel that good also cos' of the worship debrief earlier..
The worship (unfortunately) was quite screwed up. Technically.
Instrumental part for one of the songs went off, veh messy. Lol.
So back to the cell part, I was quite overwhelmed with (insert word here), and realised I have a lot of struggles...
What Sharon and Wan Hui said applies to me too.
Not just Clarissa and Jacelyn who posted the questions.

Dinner at uncle Roy and auntie Ee Koon's house was pretty...
boring.
Their neighbour had lion dance, so noisy la.
Reminded me of our E maths test on friday, come and dong dong qiang and interrupt everyone's train of silent calculations.

Today:

(better make this quick, gotta go back to my books! bio and chem test tmr. aaaaarghhwrh)

Chinese tuition. Urgh no comments.
That's partly the cause of ......

Didn't go for service =(

Went to Tan Tock Seng Hospital with Jacelyn Kai Wei and others (Poh Cher Joelynne Keng Ling Jia Jun Joshua Tan) to visit Smarties...
Bought some stuff for him and the cab fare was quite a lot.
There goes my money.. Haha. At least we made someone happy.
Travelling time (to and from) was close to 2 hours pls..
Got a huge scolding from my dad over the phone, for taking too long.
Not my fault wad, public transport..
Then I go all the way there, he expects me to just stay for 10-15mins?!?!
Whatever man...
I didn't really care anyway.

Yeah so.
I wonder... how Smarts can still be so calm and cheerful even when he knows he's going for surgery the next day. Tomorrow lor.
I'm amazed.
He must be hiding his anxiety. (How can anyone not be anxious?)
Or if you look at it in another way...
This is how God works.
His arm looks really bad. Dunno how he's gonna play the drums and sports and all that next time...
Well at least we know that God has planned everything already.
So just have faith. Yupps.

Apologies to Joey and my math tutor.............
There wasn't enough time, so had to postpone.
Sorry sorry =(

To make matters worse,
I came home only to face the cane. That's another story altogether.
It's a 15-year-old's nightmare.