blogging my life away

My current state of mind is one that reflects millions of question marks.
Can you see them emerging from the shadows?
It wasn’t what I thought had turned out to be.
I’m in no position to judge, but it appears that it is taking a u-turn…?
Maybe she's right. I have given some thought to her words lately.
Apparently... the stronger ones will not do things against their better judgment.
Let our old robes sit easier than our new indeed!
Reminder to self: I don't have the right to judge others; therefore I will remain neutral on the surface. Surface only. But here, and deep inside… it spells c-o-n-f-u-s-i-o-n

I need to pray more and read the Bible more, I need God more than ever...
"I'm coming back to the heart of worship, and it's all about You.. all about You, Jesus"
Inside is a thirst so desperate to be quenched. So empty, so helpless without the Saviour.

Of course this is definitely not the time to get all screwed and emotional, neither is it the time to go in-depth thinking about stuff.

As people always tell me, “don’t think so much.”
Hello, preliminary examinations.

This will bore you so don’t read.
I think I won’t be able to go far as a solo performer. I’ll do much better with a performing arts group. Ensemble, for example. Hehe I’ve already made up my mind about which CCA to join in poly/JC. My only concern is, will I be taken in if I have music background (grade 8 piano/music O level/grade 2 violin/handbell ringer in a well-known ensemble) but no prior knowledge or rather, very minimal knowledge about the this particular CCA I want to seal myself in? Usually when I start to have an interest in a particular music group, I’ll do almost anything within my means to be part of it.
I remember those days, back when I was in P6. I knew I was going to PL Sec. And I made up my mind, JOIN HANDBELLS, which was my first choice. Harp was 2^nd choice, guzheng 3^rd. The latter wanted to take me in but I hesitated and turned down their offer (on the day of the audition), why? Because if I got into PLHB, good. If I didn’t, I’d end up in St. John’s. Like no way I’m not the marching type. When the CCA results were out back then, I was so delighted I cried ok. Joining PLHB = no regrets although nobody knew at that time that can go to Japan in 2007. No one knew about the Gold with Honours either. PLHB has trained my listening and pitching skills cos’ now I reckon I’m 80% pitch-perfect. Haha.

Horse and I saw Paul Twohill at Macs just now!!!!
The one at Kovan!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! omg omg omg
I know his hair sucks but still...!