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DISC profiling ---> I'm a peacemaker! hahaha it's so true.
At least that's what I think. I'm not a dominating kind of person.
Stayed back in school with Hilary (Tan) and Charmaine (Seow), the D ppl.
Wah they were debating and arguing over small matters.. -.-
And I found myself trying to shut them up. Just like what the report says.
OH it also states that I can be a social worker and police officer and teacher ... ...
Don't have accountant or musician leh sad.
I wanna complain about my music teacher.
For CA3 practical, he wrote LONNNNNG comments for my entire music class except for me.
I got a 2-line comment. Like hello how am I going to improve if you only write 2 lines?
For my O level music composition, same thing, tell everyone how they can improve, but when he heard mine, guess what he said?
"Mmm. Yours is ok. Good."
And he walked to another girl. Wahlao. I'm not perfect lor he could have just helped me but no, never. The rest of the class got a different treatment.
For prelim, practical, SAME THING. He commented on everyone else's playing, but not mine.
I asked if there was anything I can improve on, asked him to talk about mine, but he just gave the same lame excuse that he couldn't focus/couldn't remember much because there are many students. "It was ok," again.
...
wth?? hey can you not always do this to me?
Lastly. He has the whole class' contact numbers. I know this because I received an SMS from him, ONCE.
After that I never got anything.
There was once he sent a msg regarding some extra lesson.. and I didn't get it.
I only discovered there was an extra lesson when I think Fiona asked me if I was going.
I thought he had simply missed my name.
I thought only.
Today Hil, Jia Yan, Xi Ying, Fiona and Char all received the same msg from him, and I got nothing.
If not for them, I would have been kept in the dark about the returning of our prelim paper.
Missed my name? right....
I know I shouldn't be thinking this way, it's very negative.
I shouldn't bear grudges too. However I can't help but notice I'm treated differently from the rest you know. Urgh, ok, whatever. Looks like I really have to depend a lot on self-studying for music.
Got a huge problem now...
Prom (27 Nov) clashes with the mission trip to Aceh (27 Nov to 1 Dec).
I really want to go for BOTH
BUT, I've already paid for the prom! $60 you know..
Lord, where do You want me to go?
It's my last year in PL. This graduation dinner means a lot to most of us.
I don't want to miss the mission trip either,
HOw how how how????
It's hard to say that I'll do whatever the Lord leads me to.
Very difficult.
But look at Abraham... He was willing to give up his son, "whom (he) love(s)".
Am I giving up the graduation dinner which marks the end of my journey in PLMGS, or the opportunity to work with the less fortunate...?
(The Potter's Hand is playing on my iTunes now... know what Darlene is singing? "Take me, mould me, use me, fill me. I give my life to the Potter's Hand". Haiz this feels like a test. Btw my iTunes is on shuffle.)
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