I wanna dig a hole and bury myself in it.

The two other score masters can very well manage without me, in fact I think they'll do better.
The class will not get irritated with my constant nagging at them to pay up, they'll be much happier than they are now.
The maths class will see no more of their irresponsible rep.
The cell's long overdue birthday cards will go into the hole with me.
The teachers will have their burdens lightened.
The family's monthly expenses will see a drastic decrease.

This is a good idea. I need a spade.

Retreating, perhaps? Havent you noticed?