I think I had more than 10 carrot sticks for breakfast.
Plus a huge cup of grass jelly.
So full sia. But actually can eat more one..
Fiona and Xi Ying ate so little!
Still waste the cup of 'lemon juice'!
I don't like the idea of home room in PL...
This year, with 3 banded subjects, a lot of time was wasted in between lessons.
Travelling time.
Not to mention teachers who drag lessons and 'eat' into the next period.
The next teacher becomes unhappy.
And they get angry when noisy people walk past the classroom.
The noise level increases next year, no doubt about that.
Whatever la... More time will be wasted too.
Important year some more.
But we should look at the bright side I guess...
Uhm, that we're different from other schools?
I went to church hoping to complete some chinese homework.
Ended up sleeping on the table for 1 hr -.-
Then woke up to write a quarter of the bao zhang bao dao thing.
Not very productive... went back at 6pm.
self-deceit... sums it all. the frustrations.. the doubts... seriously, what's the use of avoiding the truth? i'm sure this isn't pms. i'm not entering depression zone again, no. the situation gets downhill... here at my side. i don't know why i've been persevering. can i just say goodbye? some things/people are better off without me anyway. masks don't work all the time. make-up is temporary. so is this. i saw through it, but i'm not sure if i'm right. or am i just being paranoid? i am so confused. so, so confused and lost in thought. i wanna scream my frustrations out or bang out on the piano. but look at the time. haiz. i want answers... there are loads more question marks trapped inside me, but the lack of privacy does not permit me to go on. can i cry out? but how can crying help? (if anyone's intelligent enough to hilight the words and discovers this... my one request is for you to refrain from bringing this up. thanks for reading my blog anw.)
What a nice way to end the year. Absolutely... fabulous.
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