Allow me to do some shoutouts will you.
I love You Jesus, deep down in my heart, and I thank You for your undying love for me. This love that never ever fails no matter how much I've sinned. This unconditional love, which cannot be found anywhere else. Jesus loves me and I love Him!
I love you still, Priscilla and Timothy, and please take note that the words 'give up' do not exist in my dictionary. That would be the last thing on my mind. And I mean what I say. It's only been a few months but we can say that we're very much together yes? Looking forward to that day... Started prep work already lor. =p Yeah.. I love you both!!!!
My dearest cell group, Joe, Wan Hui, Kevin, Kai Wei, Smarties, Clarissa, Sophia, Loo Yee, Daryl, Kee Teck, Andrew, Aaron, Joshua, Santi, Ivan. Your faces are on the screen of my mp3 player. Our cell photo alone can make me smile even after I feel like I've just lost the battle of the century. You guys make all the difference. I love you!
Handbells- Ethel, Man Ling, Hui Ling, Ling Ying - gosh I dunno how many 'I love you's I need to say to put my point across! Especially after today... Haha. With the flaccid bunny and the meowing sea creatures =D OH and all that laughter.. There's never a dull moment with you girls around!
Handbells- Wan Yi, Yi Jia, Desiree, Lynette, Wen Xin, Rachel, Melissa, Hui Zi -I really don't want you to leave lor! I love you seniors... And then I won't be around for the sec 4 farewell also... So sad. But yeah thanks for all the times together and for your contribution to PL handbells! Plus you were the ones who brought back the Gold with Honours and set the standard for us. We won't let PL down, and we definitely won't let you down! (Mr Fong is proud of our current batch too..)
Other church friends like Ling Jia, Denise, Cheryl, Grace, Janice ... ... ... I love you and together we will grow with the ministry, growing in Christ as well as our faith, and who can forget this: bringing in more people to YA so that the Kingdom of God can grow bigger?!
Xi Ying, Fiona, Jia Yan, Charmaine! Thanks for everything la. Haha. Especially the laughter and the endless crap we're always coming out with. I love you I love you I love you I love you!
I also love those who said 'I love you' to me during the past few days! Haha, oops. I can't really remember who they are.
=)
From Melvin's blog again. I find that his posts are very worth the read.
then at LOS camp, i broke down before God while playing the guitar for the 5pm and 8pm svc.. it was just too overwhelming for me.. usually i concentrate on the worship leader and my playing each time i play e guitar for either YPM or the Main Svc.. however as Uncle Daniel was just preaching and inviting the youths to kneel b4 God and spend an intimate time w Him, my heart began to cry out so much for the Man who gave His life so we cld live blameless and pure lives...
I knew y i was crying so much.. God was fixing my heart.. He was also strengthening it as He knew my heart for ppl.. My passion is to serve ppl... and when i saw every single youth kneeling down, some jus crying out so earnestly, some prostrating face-down on the ground, my heart just gave way..
and today God spoke to me smth that explained to me how we shld lead our lives... A GOD-FEARING LIFE... so often, we go to church, answer the altar call, cry and then feel so 'rejuvenated'.. THEN, the following day, we go back to our usual lifestyles.. scolding vulgar languages, shouting at ppl, being demanding, making use of ppl... then come Fridays or Sundays, we go back to the altar, cry again and the entire cycle begins again.. *tsk tsk*
it certainly is a gd point 2 ponder aei? i'll share more on this pt tml or the day after.. heh cos i need to gather all my thoughts right first.. dun wanna confuse ppl SINCE usually i do sidetrack haha.. ('.')
This part is where I want to point out.
I knew y i was crying so much.. God was fixing my heart.. He was also strengthening it as He knew my heart for ppl.. My passion is to serve ppl... and when i saw every single youth kneeling down, some jus crying out so earnestly, some prostrating face-down on the ground, my heart just gave way..Uncle Daniel was supposed to preach. He already prepared everything but in the end he didn't, and we had a marvelous time of worship with God instead. And many many got touched. Me included. The holy spirit was just moving among us la, that's how I felt when we were singing the praise songs. PRAISE. Not even the worship songs yet. Something was already different, and I knew God was stirring us and renewing that passion for Him. He spoke to me... I think, because I couldn't stop crying for quite awhile.. Uncle Dan's words just hit me hard and I feel that maybe that was what God wanted to say to me. As for what they were about... I'm not gonna say it here =)
There's much much more stuff 'bout the camp but the second day,
from the skit to the worship right down to the underground church thing was really the best.
It would have been even better if I got 'tortured' for the underground church la..
But Ling, Dee, Dorita, Ben Thia, 2 other guys and I were hiding at such a good spot that the 'red army' didn't spot us.
Don't take for granted the fact that we have the freedom to do preach, worship, pray etc in Singapore.
AND, whatever it is, don't deny Christ. Yes.
I am like sooooooo happy now! It's a happy day! from 8.30am all the way until now, 1.29am.
Tag replies
[sop] hey you coming this sat or not?? the year's coming to an end... =(
[xiying] haha this blogskin is done by hui ling. nice right? thanks alot girl, i'm wayyy better now. actually it wasn't much of an amazing race la, cos' only around church.. plus not enough time. lol. we were super noisy right.
[MRS GERARD WAY and HILLARY] haha your eyes shouldn't be pain now cos' i changed the blogskin!
[fio] heyys! i will reply your testimonial soon ok. wahahahs.
[Shepherd] thanks A LOT for everything. esp the camp games, we all had lots of fun eating bananas and getting humiliated. LOL. how's it like getting squashed on the last day of camp? =P so funny we were all laughing our heads off at you, Randy and the 2 Andys.
[manling and huiling] i can't wait too!!! and HELLO, it's not 7 nov, it's 7 D-E-C-E-M-B-E-R! woah both make the same mistake some more. you best.
[jace] amen to that! nothing is impossible with God! =)
[clarissa] hey thanks, love you too!! as mentioned in the blogpost. HAH it was like duh more tiring for you cos you slept damn EARLY in the morning, for like only 1 or 2 hrs. i had 4. =P yeah we had fun!
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