Sunday, June 19, 2005

die

die

diedie

DIE DIE DIE DIE

HOMEWORK. is a pain. can teachers just give us a homework-less holiday?
i still have a ton of it untouched.
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh.
how how??
next week is so busy. handbell on monday, wednesday and friday.
tuesday, piano at9am, tution at 3pm.
i regret not starting work earlier. sheesh...

worship practie-
i only got the message yesterday. sometimes i wonder why they can't inform us earlier.. oh well. maybe they're busy.

my grandparents and some other relatives left for China. going for a week. God bless them. and journey mercy as well, yes.

yesterday was shu kai's birthday. sent him an sms.

*lots of typos in my other entries.

i created a forum (or board) for the worship team.. don't know if it's a good idea. i'm the only member for now. should i tell them about it? haiz..

Wednesday, June 15, 2005

camp

continue from yesterday.
[ i really really super miss msn and yahoo messengers!]

camp 2nd day:
woke up. i was the last to wake up in my family. HA. and then went for breakfast. still remember that i ate koko crunch. and was very full. lol... after that was worship and word. no.. before that was devotion. though i thought devotion should be in small groups or individually not the whole congegration.
uncle edwin was like so funny.. chickucha-ed the last one who settle down. end up all the davids did the chickucha thing.. hilarious, it was. for group discussions, valerie led my group, christel was the leader but had not arrived in malacca yet. so yeah.. our ending prayer was like one person pray one sentence.. i started it, so it was quite easy for me.
for lunch, wan hui tried to get our cell together and eat. end up only jayne, joanne, wan hui, zach and me. the rest stayed in s'pore. yup so we had lunch by the swimming pool, which was hot. then went to walk aound the hotel with joanne, her friend, jayne and joan. (hey all J`s) went to tan kim hock and didn't buy anything. joanne did. then we just walked lor.. and to the provision shop. i wanted to buy some snacks, but went back to the hotel empty-handed.
the indoor games were good, although my group (AGAIN) did not win anything. well we did. that was grapes. not bad huh. my partner for all the games was Charmaine. wont talk abt the 1st one, don't like it. the 2nd game... pair up and crawl to the newspapers and bananas.. the younger one must wrap the newspapers aroung the older one like diapers, then put tape on it. after that both crawl further up, towards the cornflakes. they were in small containers. the younger ones fed it to the older ones. [charmaine wanted to make me "accidentaly" overturn the corn flakes and say'oops!' and then run off. lol] after the flakes must run back to the bananas and newspapers. then both are blindfolded and the younger ones will feed the older ones... BANANAS! when they did the demo for this.. all of us were practically laughing our heads off. anyhow aim and the banana landed on the hair instead of the mouth. in this game i was the younger one, haha. and charm suffered as i stuffed the whole bananas into her mouth. then i made her spit it out. gross.
the second game. again in pairs, one had to piggy back the other to where the rubber bands were, then take two rubber bands and tie up your own hair. [the guys looked funny] then use some elastic band thingy and put it through 4 ppl's legs. how do i phrase this... it's like 3 legged race, just that with 4 ppl it becomes 5-legged. yah then walk over to another side. btw, this game involved 12 ppl from each group. in the end all 12 ppl walked back clumsily with the bands around everyone's legs, which means 13-legg back to the starting. .
last game's complicated, according to me.
after all the games, went swimming with charmaine and her brother darryl.then it was bath time and dinner together. again, a full dinner for all of us. followed by worship and word again. every worship session was, uh, nice. can't find another word.
after everything, charmaine went to look for her parents and brother while i went back to my room. and then uantie zelia and uncle edward deposited Joy and little Darryl in my room while they went out with my parents for supper. the kids, together with my siblings, were super noisy.. received a call from charmaine from her aunty's room. she sounded disappointed, saying that her parents went for supper with her brother w/o telling her... so i told her to come to my room for sleepover. first the came and stayed for awhile, then i accompanied her to her room to get her pillow, twisties.. and went back to my room. shared the twisties with the kids. went back to her room again and wait for her to brush her teeth. then left a message on the dressing table. and saw her father come back into the room. she said she was going to sleep in my room for the night, since they left for supper w/o telling her. that night we shared a bed.. surprisingly, there wasn't a need to squeeze. it could fit both of us.
actually, i wanted to tell charmaine that it was also quite hard for them to look for her after word, cos the hotel was big. i wanted to make her forget that incident and just, well, take it lightly. but she said they forsake her and leave like that never tell her. oh wells. that night we slept quite well

3rd day:
charmaine and i woke up together, meaning at the same time. and it was already like, 8.00. onnly my maid was awake then. she went back to her room to wash up, then met for breakfast. again, we ate like pigs. then worship and word. then discussion. this time with christel around. she arrived there the previous afternoon. [my phrasing is horrendous] we shared abt how we felt about the camp and the message.. after discussion was lunch. charmaine, jayne, joan and i went to the italian restaurant (capers). ate and chated with some of the adults who were sitting at the table with us. then i went to the room to dump my stuff there. and to the pub, for some self esteem workshop. the speaker was late. haha... at first i wanted to sleep. not just me, in fact most of us who attended that workshop were struggling to keep awake. and then he said, tell the person next to you what you're good at. something like that.. i could hear lots of "i'm good at sleeping". lol.. and the next thing i knew was- he put the mike in front of me and asked what are you good at. i said erm.. sleeping? and then everyone started laughting. somebody said dancing, badminton... blah blah.. and then dunno rastus or rasmus said "flirting". all of us laughed harder.. at least that laughter kept me awake.
free and easy.. charmaine say want to go swimming,. didn't feel like it. followed my parents to this place which i think is called tesco. did a little bit of shopping. got a present for clarissa and went back to the hotel. to bathe, and dinner with charmaine again. was late, because of me. heh. there was a table for 2 so we sat there. that night was holy spirit night, but it was more like potato night. there was potato soup, mashed potato and a few other kinds of food with potato. mash potato and the soup rocked. i took more food than charmaine. this time, we ate like nobody's business. delia walked past and said "wah... so romantic ah". and we were like "we are having a hard time here.. cant finish the food".talked to auntie Cindy and she said we young people need a lot of energy.. then what take our time to eat... and uncle kk came over to talk to us about the food.. and then...
HOLY SPIRIT NIGHT
all of us really worshipped God. alter calls almost everyone went up. SP got ppl to pray for us, and get a word from God. i was kneeling there, kind of desperate for God to touch me. i couldn't really feel His presence. auntie ee koon came ane prayed for me.. when she prayed in tongues, i started crying. dunno.. there was something about it. then she reassured me that i was loved by God.. that he sent Jesus to die for me (us). i felt that God hasn't left me aside and He was speaking through me through auntie ee koon. then the word came. it was "service". some thing about serving. she ended and said "aye, joyce, i didn't know it was you.". like, WOW. these things were really from God then. [what am i talking about] i went to the side, wanting to talk to God alone for a moment. SP said that if you just want to be alone with God go to the side and pray. there i was, talking to God and along came auntie Kwee choon. no, i'm not angry or anything. when she prayed, she mentioned that i was special, and she always saw me as a flower, like blooming fog God. cant rmb the details. and the word was fullness/completeness. i was puzzled. had absolutely no idea what that meant. after that was high praise, and as usual, all the young ppl went high again. i didn't join the rest, but stood beside auntie lin pak. she looked so lonely. haha. stand with her lor.. i'm a good girl. after the whole, thing, caught up with charmaine. she told me that dunno who prayed for her, and satan was trying to break her family up. and the person didn't even know what was going on. charm and her mother aproached SP about this. when i asked charmaine about the 2 words i got, she said "oh! service in fullness!" i owe it all to her man.. like i was thinking about these two words for so long and couldn't figure out what it meant, and i just ask her and she knew. oh yea.. Faith gathered our YPM worship team and we prayed together in tongues and then SP prayed for us. the team wasn't very big. [faith, christel, jon, joel, kah wan, sean, joan, charmaine, rastus, rasmus, (was darryl there?), and me. hope i didn't miss out anyone.] i felt that it was rare, to have the team gathered together. we should even have a worship team retreat. haha. i was thinking of a forum, creating a board...
that night, my parents and the cell went out for supper. i stayed in the hotel. and slept. they came back at 2am. 0_0 lucky i didn't follow.

last day:
woke up late late late. but lucky for that morning, breakfast was extended. eat lorh.
then went swimming. i taught my siblings how to go underwater, as in, just dipping their whole head underneath.
checked out of the hotel. [i'm missing that place already] walked to tan kim hock with my family to get stuff for grandparents. and we saw uncle alan's family eating at the chicken rice ball there. the kids were hungry. so everyone had to wait for them. lunch they went to shop while the rest went to another chicken rice restaurant, a better one. the rice balls were fantastic. yummy. i want more. Mmmmmmm... talked abt the holy spirit night the night before. that my father gotr the same word. something about serving.
the journey back. didn't even stop for a break. felt as if i spent most of the day in the car. uncle roy led the way. we were going to the 2nd link there. the stop, or the little coffee shop and kfc. end up going round and roung, and kept u-turning. haha... then. the toilet! everyone went to the toilet. quite clean actually. lol. dinner. i ate 2 burgers. bought stuff. [it's better not saying what it is or i'll get fined if a police comes across this blog.]
the causeway was jammed. as xpected. wait in the car lor. wait wait.. it was fast lah. and then the checking part where the police will check your luggage. one of the bags looked suspicious i think. asked to open it. but there wer crackers and clothes. lol. can you imagine.. if the first thing the police guy say was. underwear? haha. just a thought.
reached home at 10 plus and unloaded the stuff from our bags.

thenextday, sunday.
very little ppll lah.. i think most of them stayed in malaysia. and in my cell. no guys! only ivan (ong). and the rest of us were girls. all the girls in my cell turned up. so guai pls.

i'm tiredof typing. piano lesson later, going to practice.

i miss playing bells.

Monday, June 13, 2005

camp again

here i am to blog abt another camp. the annual church camp. this year, it's held in malacca. renaissance hotel. though last year's hotel was better.

day one, wednesday.:
my father drove there, together with uncle roy and uncle alan's family. auntie susan, auntie daphne and uncle chee keong sat in uncle roy's car while uncle michael sat in my father's car. it was a loooooooooooong journey. i read some of the clay marble, did cross stiching and slept. when wefinally reached the hotel, we went up to the 7th floor and got the name tags and camp booklets. i was in the same group as charmaine! ha. then went to the function room and played a game and had briefing. because there were about 500 of us, and the hotel staff had to clear around 200 rooms, most of us went to walk around outside the hotel and buy things. my room wasn't available at that time. charmaine and i stayed in the hotel and played stress. i was winning and winning. lol then she said don't want to play already so we played the piano there. and walked around... to the squash court, then gym, then swimming pool...
dinner was great, ate and ate until my stomach expanded like a balloon..
and the message by pst benny ho. it was about worship.

hey i can'tgo on for now. will continue tmr

Tuesday, June 07, 2005

camp over

i can't sign in to MSN and yahoo messenger! WHY why why?????? there might be a problem with the connection but from my point of view, i don't see any! what's wrong?!

my previous entry was short, reason being i typed halfway and left the com on.. and MY FATHER WENT TO SEE ALL MY OTHER ENTRIES!!!! but lucky for me, i'm aware that this is the internet, and can't put too personal things up. so no harm done :) but then... haiyah.. i don't like it.

today was the CIP thing and the kids from 'child at street 11' childcare center came over to the school. the young ones were very cute, but always "jie jie/teacher, i want to go toilet." the ice breakers were quite boring. i don't think the younger ones understood the handkerchief game. soccer was a disaster, kids went out of control. some didn't want to play, complained that the weather was too hot, 4 boys never listen to instructions and run about on their own... and a teacher had to scold them. so fierce man.
as some of you know, my group prepared rice crispies for the class and kids, spent a ton of money and many hours just preparing for it. glad that most of them liked it. some kids didn't like it, i dunno why.. and this person named joey ang said it was gross and she did not even try it. what is this. and i thought she put in a lot of effort as the treasurer managing the money. i was so wrong. this other person, i shall not mention her name, said the food was "ok lah". this type of people dont think about all the hard work which we have to put in. lets forget it for now.

friday 1st day of camp:
reached church early. my group name was live strong. so hard to get them to come up with something you know. janice was the leader, benedict and i were the assistants. actually all the sec 2s were leaders for this camp lah. yes.now i know. it's tough work.
had the olympics... that game under the shade.. whats that called? forgot. it wasn't very fun. but the one something like softball. . or is it softball... i suck when it comes to remembering this type of games. yahh that was funner. though we were under the hot sun. went back to church for another game where everyone had to put a rag behind their backs and try and take it away from other groups.. and then the teens leaders would join in and make the game even tougher hahaha.. that was nice. though my group didn't win. what's important was that we had fun :))
at night walked to the park and played some games. 1st one was quite messy. then the ice one we had to run around.... haha. i was guarding 3 of another group ppl when jon, kah wan (I think) and eugene came over... they said they can unfreeze them . so they were unfrozen and i quickly froze them back again.. lol. that's called being smart (: and then the obstacle course.. i think my group got 2nd. the last few obstacles hor... i had to run on that thing and steven was blocking me so "fell" a bit. then after that Naomi or Joseph tapped him which means he must do whatever he was supposed to do but he just stood there with a blur look.. and that was the group's precious few seconds.
went back to church and oh yes i almost forgot to mention the speaker from COOS. pastor bee ling. she rocks man! fun to have her around. talked about daring to be different and her childhood.interesting.
poor Jon lost his voice at the end of the day.

sat 2nd day of camp:
i had a good nights' sleep. so comfy.. for the 1st time
the main thing of the day was holy spirit night. shall talk about that later.
all of us went to toa payoh. took 153 there. the game was called "a walk to remember". rule was cannot run only can walk. Joe and Stacia went with us. got lotsa help from them, though stacia almost lost all our clues. in my opinion, this game was less tiring than previous camps. lunch for us was at a japanese restaurant. i had terriyaki chicken (?) very filling. our 1st clue was some 110% refund thing and the ans was courts. kah wan said "look high and low." i got the hint. high means look up and some places requires us to go up. low means ground leve. F.O.N. means fabric of the nation. our 2 clues were at the same place one is take a pic of the fish and the other, count the no. of do not touch signs. my group was just plain lucky. pet lovers' center, splendid colours (salon), rotiboy were at the same place. all the clues we got were like in order-- pet lovers centre then unscramble the words [ans is splendid colours] and then rotiboy. and the library one. i knew the place was the library cos other groups went there, and the word 'loan' was there.

[ooh shit my father is chasing me off to bed . bye shall continue tmr

.piano lesson

piano lesson changed to 4.15! so little time left...

continue from yesterday about saturday...
a walk to rmb rawks lah... our final task was easy, compared to other groups. just stand at the big circle thing, spread out... and sing a song loudly. and then went back to church. being the first group, we had plenty of time to bathe. after that discussed the skit. everyone was like, no ideas, or very sian just dun wan to contribute.. in the end did a star wars one.. the group was very unprepared. script written by ruben, christel's bro. edited by me, then further edited by benedict. was very messy on stage lor.. but still ok. like charmaine's group's skit. haha about the game..
"yellow card yellow card!" sounds familiar?
"oh now game master hand itchy already ah!" hey i heard that somewhere...
haha camp commandant. jon actually sounded like that. dinner we had steamboat.
then it was a time with God. where everyone just cried and were touched. Wendy prayed for me. felt like she had been giving me special attention, like my mama in church.. and when she continued to pray for me, i broke down. dunno.. . like never really felt like this before.. still having the feeling that i have been sinning and letting God down over and over again, very unlike what Wen said in her prayer.. and after all that weeping it was praise songs. had a good time. then supper. and then worship prac. tired but no choice still had to go on. ended at around 12.35AM. took a bath and went to bed, i meant sleeping bag. that night (morning) i slept like a log and reluctantly got out of the bag at i think 8am the next morn.

sunday.
woke up and cleaned the toilet. my group split up. 2 girls and 2 guys from me grp cleaned the toilet. fun wad.. not as horrible as most people think. just that the dustbin was overflowing and one pad dropped on the floor eeks.. ok i'll shut up .
breakfast at the dining hall... eat until very full.
worship prac again.. wierd to have so many pairs of eyeds fixed on you as you practice you know.. but thankfully there's Charmaine to block me heeheex. christel was the ldr. king of majesty the chorus and bridge sang one octave lower haha sounded so funny. and show me yyour face was transposed 1 key lower.. that was easier. again many ppl were ministered.
night was the wedding dinner of my father's cousin. i didn't know what to wear so just anyhow pick and ended up like the odd one out. will not continue

and i have to leave in 1/2 hr's time! better get going.. bit more time for me to practice my 3 pieces.. grade 6 is so hard.. how i wish i was grade 1 again.. wah that was the best. can slack like nobody's business.

Thursday, June 02, 2005

camp tmr

School can be rather demanding.

okay, ignore that.

yesterday my group gathered to do our english project. went to the school library in the morning and then ate wanton mee for lunch and went to hunt for the CD, a tale of two sisters. the plaot was confusing. didn't understand what it was. but hey, i understood star wars. and you know right star wars more 'cheem'. so we got the VCD at $3, no we erented it. and don't have to be above 16. the previous 2 shops we went to required our IC, which we obviously didn't have... and rental was like so high.

Monday, May 30, 2005

I have been sick for the past week. And now I totally cant sing. My sore throat and cough is getting worse. Drink more coke ;)

Friday night, Melody called me and asked if i got anyinfo from Ben Chua about worship prac. I said no. So i SMsed him.

"Is there prac tmr?"
"I'm outside now. Can you check what the roster says?"
"It says you."
"Who are my musicians?"
"Andy, Rasmus, Darryl, Sheena."
"Can you tell them that prac is at 3pm in the chapel . Will tell you the songs tml. Thanks for alerting me. "
"OK."

The next day...

"Gd morning! can you check who is on sound duty today?"
"Sean."
"(the list of songs) Pls help me tell the rest."

Wah lao .. everything also ask me. But nvm. I'm not mad.

Thursday, May 26, 2005

Why

Why why why why why why why why why

Why am I whying. -__-

There's tution tmr. I'm having a sore throat.
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Thank God for taking the fever away from me. I feel much better now. Didn't go to school yesterday cause of the fever. I was so weak that I couldn't even walk out of the house to the clinic. So my father had to come back during lunch time and brought me to the doc. I could at least walk at that time. Guess what. I was the last patient. nvm. The doctor was quite old, and she spoke in chinese. But very friendly lah. Bit like Edna Mode. haha.. cute

Yesterday they went to Changi Airport for the maths Trail. sounds so fun!! too bad i missed it. no choise lah. I would have fainted if I followed the class there. Then it would be trouble for the teachers. and the St. John girls. lol.

Tomorrow is the trip to sungei buloh. Getting ready for bites--mosquito bites. Too bad I don't have insect repellent. So I have to use MOPIKO/wu bi gao. HAHAHahahaA. Last year I saw this handphone drop under the bridge 0_o What a pity. The next thing is the monkeys pop out and run away with our belongings. Or we are so fescinated with a bird that another bird flies past and drops a piece of shit on us. okay, i'm crapping again. But i can't help it.
i SO want to give tution a miss.

Enough about yesterday and tomorrow. Talk about today. The I & E workshop and some business and entrepreneurship thing.It was a bit boring, except for the game. Monopoly tycoon. Quite fun lah. Though I din't play, just watched them play. Spent most of my time sleeping. Was feeling drowzy, that stupid fever tablet. The so-called recess was 45 minutes long. How cool is that.

Life science course. Thankfully, it's the last lesson. BORING like anything man. Most of us were dozing off. ZZzzzzzz... Sleep sleep. yea bed time now still must wake up early tmr... be a good girl...... AND WHAT AM I DOING TO MYSELF?!* shakes back into reality* There's still a couple of things I wanna say. Yup so the teacher was boring lah, not the course.
Three classes, 2b2, 2b3 and 2c1 are in the same group. 10 cheers for 2c1. Why? because only 1 person never turn up from our class. JEssiCA LAy. [what the fffffffffffffffffffish is wrong with her?] Lots of people didn't turn up. mainly from b3. but both classes also had lots of absentees. lets have 20 cheers for 2c1! 20(hip hip horray!)

Going down to the CC tmr to check for any recreational activities. For NYAA. (how troublesome can it be?) and somewhere in June we have to go to the SPCA and maybe get a place for ourselves.. as service. maybe it's first come first serve and we must like 'grab' it.

Next week is a seriously BUSY week. Good night

Sunday, May 22, 2005

hi

so yesterday, i got the 28th place. If only i was more to the front, then i might have gotten the 20th, and get my trophy. just 8 places. it's over, i've done my best. Lee house isn't very strong this year.
at east coast, the sun was like barbeqeuing all of us. i swear i'm a little more tan than before. okay, not just me, but everyone else.

Jessica Lay, LAi Theng and Yu Ting came over to my house. we cooked spaghetti and soup and had vanilla coke float for dessert. it was a nice meal. then watched the show "Money No Enough". and had a good time laughing our heads off at certain parts of the show. after that played badminton. then we had a serious talk. About Jessica and her small clique. bout how they're treating her and all. i could feel that she somehow trusts us and might be joining our clique. good lorh, there'll be an even number. and then they went home.

went to suntec city with my family. took a photo with the star wars characters. and my wather won their toy rifle from the lucky draw. the food was from Elsie's Kitchen. Very nice. and the popcorn was SO EX. 1 $6. about the movie: 1st part was super boring. i only like the 2nd half of it. it's when i understood the plot and all. more than 2 hours, i reccomend this movie to all who are planning to watch it. after the show, they gave out M&M's minis.
quite a good deal. free dinner, free movie screening and free m&ms. only pay for the parking.

i have worship prac at 12 later. look at the time.

Friday, May 20, 2005

tomorrow

a gentle reminder: i would like this blog to be known as http://taken.to/praise-him and not musicfreakoxx cox of certain reasons. those who linked me, please update.

Tomorrow is the day.
Walk-a-jog. I wish I didn't have to compete. No training, no nothing. Just run like that. I'm scared! Want to make it to the top 20... but i know it's quite impossible for a skinnified freak like me. at least i'm scoring for my house.. Yay lee house rocks! w00t w00t!

got some of the CA results. hen shi wang eh.
i
failed
maths
and
lit.

I FAILED. i wanna commit suicide. nah just jk.. failed maths. how to get to a science stream?? but i got almost 80 marks for science. if only i studied harder for chem... can even get 85! ,ust work harder next term.
68 marks for art. and that's the highest among all the sec 2s. which means i got the highest. still, what can art do? nothing. so there's nothing to rejoice about. i failed maths, how disappointing.
history, dunno yet. miss hazelin needs to key in the marks like for the whole level? i don't blame her for taking so long.
geography. only improved by 3 marks. what is this. lousy. and look at lai theng she has 7 marks more than me. i can't go arts stream. history and geography sure can't make it one. esp lit.
i failed lit. just can't do poetry. perhaps a novel would be good. yes, clay marble. sec 2 lit is so hard. i topped the class for lit last year. this year, fail. haii..
chinese is no better. 1 more mark to a B. what will my tution teacher think of man. i think i'm really not the chinese type. more of the english. speaking of english, miss loh said i was the top 5 when i almost got a C5?? and our "describe your ideal school" composition. where is it? I want it back.

Mrs lim said yesterday that she liked my basket which i carried to the D&T workshop yesterday. She was like looking a my things inside it, carry it around... and today zelia actually threw one away. i took it. and when mrs lim came into class i gave it to her. (FYI, there was nothing but paper in the dustbin, so it's quite clean) she said "no lah, i just joking only.. you really go and get for me ah?" so i said," no zelia don't want, she want to throw away". then she took it lorh. still said she was "very touched". see? i'm a gracious PL-Lite. :)) quite confident that mrs rajah would say something nice about me for next week's meet-the-parents session. and IF my parents see miss loh, she'll also say something nice. ha.

yesterday, i went from serangoon to hougang without any car, bus, lorry, van, taxi... BUT. on xing xian's bike. reached home all dreanched in sweat, stinking like . haha.. at first i couldn't believe her. so she rode me home. wasn't as long as i expected.

I pray that God will give me enough energy to run tomorrow's "race".

lurkers, please tag. i know you're there. the counter never lies :) tag yah? gby. [God bless you]

Saturday, May 14, 2005

the school building fund

Thank God for nice hair.
I cut my hair today. it looks much much shorter now.. and it's layered. cut it at the $10 EC house in heartland mall. The man so gentle pls. gentle until he dropped the comb on the floor and had to take a new one.

this afternoon, jie xin, sara, yu ting and i baked rock cakes. there's rasins. some of them are topped with oreo bits. we had quite a lot of them. $1 for 5. NOpe, the money isn't for ourselves. it's for the school building fund. see, nice and thoughtful PL-lites take their own innitiative, to come up with something when they can't raise enough money.

so. we spent one whole afternoon weighing flour, rasins, beating eggs, messing up the kitchen... and we had CHAO DA cookies. how nice. and we went around my block trying to sell it and explaining that we are from PL, that the money was going the school re-development fund.

guess what.

all of it was sold out in less than half an hour! joey was our first donator. and then this uncle bought 4 "packs" from us. isn't that nice. i think it's because his son likes cookies. haha.. this is truly one unforgettable experience. when the few of us gathered together to do our bit for the school. although we only manages to make like $13, which is a very small sum, the satisfaction is there. even if miss ho says we didn't put in effort to try and raise money.. we know it's not true. my father will say that we "waste a lot of time making nonsense and selling nonsense".

yu hui and joey wrote me a testi. that's because i wrote them one. never got 2 tesrimonials in a day before. i wrote lame ones for them , so they wrote back lame ones.

tomorrow, i think they are going to say "hey, you cut your hair!" for now, who cares about hair. but should i tie or let down my hair? heheh...

i can't wait for this Monday's prac. wanna try out the new song.

violin

I'M A COMPETITOR FOE THE WALK-A-JOG.

can you believe that???? a skinny freak like me can compete? mr ong made a giant mistake. so big, it reaches the sun. I can't run. i rather take mt P6 class from the primary school. urgh...
peer lites aren't peer lites for nothing. this tuesday, we have to go back to the primary school and help to organize the post-exam activities and basically just have fun with them. and supposed to lead the same class for the walkathon. and now what. i'm a competitor and can't go with the p6 class.

dr wong wants a 15-min one to one session with all of us! at NUS! how... i'm not that good you know..and she's gonna be strict. i better practice my violin everyday. scales and pieces. aural should not be a problem. it's grade 2 and i'm taking grade 6 piano. i don't want one by one!! it's very scary... i want it to be in pairs at least. when do i have to go down to NUS... lets see... next week! thursday!! why so fast... i need more time to practice.. dr wong why you like that??! haiix...

tests are all over. OVER. all except chinese oral. shouldn't be a prob. my tution teacher helped me.

why am i wishing that there's worship prac tomorrow? i dunno. doing backup is fun. but don't do it because it's fun. do it for God. yes. that's making use of one of the many talents i have.

NYAA. for service--- serve the church or go to the zoo or SPCA or bird park? easiest would be church.. just that it's tough. what should i do? help me decide.

Tuesday, May 10, 2005

handbell prac

once again, for the sec 3s and the rest of the 2s, it's back to reading scores and having a totally boring prac with the two of them. they assigned new notes to ethel, theodora and christabel. all treble. the melody part. and i exchanged notes with sherry. i don't think she can handle the E and F anyway. yeah so Ethel's taking C and D(double up), i'm taking E and F (double both notes up), Christabel's taking G and A (both doubled) and Theodora's taking B and C (both doubled as well). Hilary and Ling Ying went "down " from treble to bass. the were making such a fuss over that.

tomorrow is someone's birthday.

it's official, yi jia will be my accompanist (????) for violin exam.

Monday, May 09, 2005

sunday again

the song Why by Nichole Nordeman is so nice! the lyrics are beautiful.

so i have to prepare for chinese oral, do history homework, do the letter opener thing for D&T, puppet, study geography...
AAAAAAAHH!! I'M EXPLODING! especially the chinese oral.. liu lao shi is like so strict. what's her problem? can't even hold paper and refer.. it's not as if we're going to read form the paper...
joel is so cute!!
today, free Sunday. Persie went to my church. My cell ah, say want to study end up playing ball.. some more 3 girls never come. clarissa, me and persie were the only girls. stacia's cell sit there for awhile only and they went off to dunno where. so i went home earlier.
they say next week is freeER sunday. meaning? i have no idea. but i think going to watch a movie.

looks like i really can't find a pertner for church camp.

looking forward to teens camp. sounds fun. and probably my 2nd last teens camp before moving off to youth next year.

HAndbell prac tmr. Am i supposed to be excited? i wanna play a new song. sec 1s are improving.
good.

my posts are getting shorter and shorter. i wonder why...

Friday, May 06, 2005

tution

it's raining... not cats and dogs, but elephants and dinosaurs.

Teacher, pls forget to come.

I was at heartland mall with Sara. And I did my tution work there. we had lunch at jia yi bing ding. the noodles were fabulous!
so she wanted to go to comics connection(s?) and i sat at the bench. this girl who was wearing the school blouse and the pri sch shorts walked past me and said "hi joyce!" and it's like i dun even know her.? and then.. this group of ppl walked past.. and one of them made some squeaky sound. was he doing it to disturb me or what. or maybe it was just a coincidence.
then. a second group of guys went up the escolator. the bench we were sitting at was near it. they went up and, if i'm not wrong, i heard 1 of them calling out my name, like whispering loudly or something. i took off my name tag. and he went "lower sec!". my science textbook was on my lap. and there's this huge number 2 on it. i've had enough of this kind of people.

full marks for bio! can you believe that? and everyone seems to be doing surprisingly well for this chapter huh... i wonder why..
[it is about Reproduction in Human beings and issues on sex. those disgusting stuff.]

going out with Sara, Xing Xian and Jolin tmr. hope i can get some clothes.

i hope that my teacher will forget to come for tution. and i'll have a great time meddling with my template.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

tuesday?

well well.

i hate my blog address. i think it's lame, and there's no meaning. so i changed it. only the address. contents are still the same. http://taken.to/praise-him where "Him" refers to Jesus.

i think i got full marks for bio. I THINK. saw joelle's paper and checked my ans with hers. miss sem is marking my paper. i took the test only today.
chemistry is so damn hard can. all the funny funny numbers... and the equations.. don't even have time to balance!

control. chinese oral thing tomorrow. i'm going to talk about the casino. eng test tmr as well. and a geog test on thursday...

then we're free!
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what's wrong with the freaking tagboard.? why isn't it showing anything?

Monday, May 02, 2005

It's a Sunday

YPM's worship, training and sound and projection team rocks!
Especially the backup vocalists!

Today, we took over for the 1st and 2nd service worship. Worsip leader was Christel, guitarist was Jon Tsang, bassist was either rastus or rasmus [i seriously couldn't tell who's who], drummer was Eugene and singers Stef, Sarah Tsang, Grace and me.

feedback [the system] was quite, er, bad. For 1st service. Like when Stef was singing her part they made her mic louder, and Jon's mic also had some problems. And it was almost perfect for 2nd service.

Next week's free Sunday, I wonder what the planners, Andrew and Clarissa have up their sleeves...

Looking for someone to bunk with me for church camp. Jia Yan can't go, Clarissa can't go, Charmaine... I've yet to hear from her. Hopefully her mother'll allow. Then I won't have to hunt for people.

Sunday, May 01, 2005

(no title)

edited: I'm doing this because of the sec 4s. Seriously, I'll miss them. Didn't know that it was their last performance. My sincere appologies.

I have so much to say.

Yesterday was handbells SYF and they got a gold with honours. The only person i could really share my joy with is Ling Ying. We hugged each other.

You know what? i think they and the teachers think the LOWER SEC girls are not important. We were just there to help. As for me, Deborah, Debra, Cheryl and Sherry... We didn't even help during the comptetition. Only after. Do what? CARRY TABLES AND CUSIONS. we worked for almost the whole morning, serving the SYF girls and they show no sign of appreciation. How very sadd. Except for Melissa Chua. She thanked me for helping. The teachers. Ordering us LOWER SEC girls. "Lower sec, go and carry the tables up the bus. Lower sec, go and set up the tables. The rest can go and cheer." Lower sec this, lower sec that. And they get to enjoy themselves while the sec 1s, me, man ling, ling ying, hui ling and Hilary had to work for them, sweating like nobody's business. Did they even notice this? No. None of them. If the LOWER SEC girls are so NOT important, why not kick us out of the choir? We are one. What rubbish. We are 2 seperate groups, The ringers and the helpers. more like servants.

The concert. Violin and choir's holding area is the prefects' room. After the 2nd performance, we saw the SYF ppl (or the important ppl) sitting in the PB room. And the messed it up. Did we complain? No. When they left the room, did anyone even notice that Hilary and I existed? No. We were sitting there, looking at them. Did anyone even bother to wave or say a 'hi'? No. Only Yi Jia did. Why of course, she's my buddy. My good buddy. She even offered to walk me to the bus stop after the concert, cos it was dark. I bet the rest look down on us or something. [Oh, you're just a helper (servant , more like it).]they don't realise that without the Lower sec , they would have lots of work to do. Like what I said, No APPREciation at all.

Taken from Pearl's blog:
I pray for 21 girls as well as the helpers.

Thanks Pearl. That made me feel better.
Thanks to Melissa Chua, for that lil piece of choc.
Thanks to Yi Jia, for being so nice to me.
I love you three.


will miss you seniors lots. :

Sunday, April 24, 2005

Saturday

Yesterday:

Dr. Wong couldn't come for the violin lesson. Ms Loh kind of took over. She was so particular about the pitching and all... And we lept starting again and again. Is that a good or bad thing? Practiced in the handbell room where there was a piano and Elizabeth could play. But. WE STILL DUNNO WHAT TO WEAR. and what is liz going to wear. The handbell gown? Oh wells.

Went next door to the handbell room. We(Hilary and I) took out the chimes and tried tto play the violin songs. It was funny-we were struggling with all the notes. Only Man Ling, Hui Ling, Ling Ying [poor girl. She was having a fever], Hilary, me and Sherry [irritating, in a way] were in the room. The rest were outside. Yup after that we tried to play Shout To The Lord. It was a mess. Melissa came in. And we were like 'oh shit...' hahas. She looked a 'lil shocked. Chased us out of the room. To where they were practising. There.. a very depressing atmosphere. Hui Zi was upset and Wan yi cried. I dunno why. But I won't be such a busybody and go around asking "what happened arh?". See them like that i also very very down. Is this natural? Hmm.

Being there was a complete waste of time. There was nothing to do. Nothing. Why did they ask us to come in the first place?

At night, the prayer concert. had to miss the last episode of the channel 8 7 o'clock show. I felt very "light". So i ran to the traffic lights. There I met Joel Chia and Simon. Said nothing but "hi".
Oh yes... I was meeting Jia Yan at the foyer, so I walked very fast, to church. Reached the same time as her. We didn't join the rest in the prayer thing where you had to go from station to station. Charmaine came. Late, as usual. Had a time of praise and worship. Then We went to the back of the sanctuary. Sang all the songs in my small notebook. And, of cos, pray. Charm is having a sore throat. So pray for her. Yahhs.. After the whole thing, we went home. (like DUH right) Reached home at 10.30.

Now, I'm waiting for Yu Ting and Jie Xin to come. we are going to do art. the project. AGAIN. When will Mr Leow stop all this rubbish. Making puppets. For what? Wasting our precious time. There's a science test next week. Isn't it better to study for it rather than gathering at me dining table and doing art.

Thursday, April 21, 2005

Wed

You'll be so bored... of my before tution chant.
Teacher, pls forget to come.
Teacher, pls forget to come.
Teacher, pls forget to come.

Art is driving me to my grave. Really. Have to spend so much money and do group discussion every week. Now it's trouble. You see, my parents make it a rule that I can't go to anyone's house, but others can come. So the other group members have to come to MY house. But now Yu Ting's mother doesn't believe that we're doing art, so must do at her house. What am I going to do? Both sides don't allow and don't want to give in. Guess the only way is to ask my father to talk to her mother. And maybe they 'll end up quarelling and make a complaint to the school that too much time is spent on art. Then there will be no more art lessons! Woot woot! Yah right. As if this will ever happen..

We completed our candy dish for D&T today. It's so cool! Can shape the acrylic and the heating and cooling... quite fun lah.. Not as hard as it seems.

Next week, science test on Friday. SYF also. Which means I'll miss the test. I'm confident that handbells will get a gold. At night and the late afternoon, PL Arts Festival. All the music groups will be peforming. I think. And of course, Violin!! We worked hard. (Well, not excatly..) But it's like so fast... our last performance was last year's Cristofori thing and we were the guest performers. It was at SCH. Still remember that tense moment.. just a few minutes to our turn when the violins went out of tune and there was on "Dr Wong!! My string broke !!!" haha... That was funny.

3 tests this friday. Chinese, Maths and English. STress, stress.

Teacher, pls forget to come.
I need a break.
Teacher, pls forget to come.
Teacher, pls forget to come.
Teacher, pls forget to come.

Monday, April 18, 2005

Sunday

This morning, my parents dragged me for 1st service. They insisted i must go. But I think the topic is like got nothing to do with me. Not even 14 yet ask me to listen to this kind of thing.

Wendy wants to talk to me. Maybe because long time never sit down for a good chat. I'll go look for her on Thursday. Or maybe she wants to say something important.

Today in teens. All i can remember is: Psalms 139. I am fearfully and wonderfully made. We are all created in God's image. Who cares about what people thinks of you. That's what I always tell Yu Ting. We're both very skinny. Well, yeah. the thing is that God loves all of us just the way we are.

Got the worship schedule from Christel. So sad, Grace, Evan and me split. And I'm with Iris and Melody. Who's this Iris? No idea. I want the old team back! Where the 3 of us can be in the same group. Haiz... I dunno them well. And because they are new, maybe have to teach them some stuff. Did they go through auditions? Hope so.

Saturday, April 16, 2005

add

About that getting scolded thing. We knew we were late for lesson but people like wynn, priscilla, jessica, joelle would be late. They were always late. And there were other girls later than us. lesson started late because everyone had to be in the class. Even after the scolding, the few of them came into class a few minutes later than us (yu ting and me). So the only thing we did wrong was to disobey the teacher. Does that matter? The muffin was for my sister. And I swear i DID NOT eat in class. But what if. What IF....

mad bout bells

Have been reading my seniors' blogs.
Tagged at someone's blog, whom i mistook for one of the seniors. So maluating!! What if Qianru sees it? It's her classmate!

Wanted to go to church to study and so homework after violin but guess what. Handbells. Arrange tables, take bells, pack up, .... And there goes my precious time. LOLs.. Played some songs with Hilary in the room. Actually I was supposed to play one lorh... And Preethi with the sec 1s. Yes, I've said this before. Don''t know if I'm feeling angry. Cos she took my place. Ah, forget it. Be a nice person. Playing with the Sec 1s isn't that bad. Just that they are a little slower than my batch. Chill. Btw, last year our 1st performance was in March. This year, July. so obviously my batch is better than this group of sec 1s. So bhb right.

The China trip sounds like a good deal. Night classes, S'pore Airlines, insurance, vaccine (?), food, tickets to acrobat shows... But it's still too ex. $1298. My parents can't afford. Every month they have to pay for my tution, piano, violin fees. Plus there's so many other school stuff which have to pay for. But i really want to go!!!! Very long never sit in an aeroplane already.

I owe Yu Ting a chicken pie and Ling Ying's sister 30 cents. Borrowed money to get french fries with Ling Ying after handbells. Actually wanted to borrow from Qian Ru. She alighted at the heartland mall bus stop. Then saw her outside the toilet. -_- Yah and i ate fries. Tmr, have to pay Yu ting the money for a cupcake, muffin, [this thing] and we're going to buy some product thing for art from popular. $$$$ fly away.

Which reminds me. Today after 2.4, Yu Ting and I went to the canteen. We wanted to get the sushi, recess was at 10.50. And Chen lao shi was there. She told us not to buy things when it's not recess. When I thought she wasn't looking, we ran to the pizza stall to buy muffins. Cos our recess was the latest and the muffins always run out by the time we go there. Who knows she went over and scolded us. And shouted at the other girls to go back to class. She's going to tell Miss Ho. I'm like so dead. I already left a bad impression on Miss Ho during IDPW. Now this. I'm scared. It's not like we bought the muffins to eat in class or something. If she questions me about this, I'll say I got it for my sister, and we were having a late recess. And late recesses meant SOLD OUT for certain food. Muffin was one of them. How how how? Miss Ho, please be understanding...

Very long never do QT already.. and my rabbit's shit. long time no clear. It's been a long and depressing week. Art is a big thing. What company name, product, logo... and a puppet.. all the rubbish we have to do. And if we don't, Mr leow will get angry. SIGHS.

Thursday, April 14, 2005

it's a wednesday

Wednesday! Chinese tution! -goes on with usual chanting- teacher, pls forget to come. teacher, pls forget to come. teacher, pls forget to come..

I failed my maths test badly. 11/40. Yes, it was that bad. So I got a real bad scolding and a cane mark on my leg. Like hello? I'm almost 14, why the cane? It's my stupid father. I lost 1 hour of sleep. But, surprise, surprise, I scored full marks for today's maths quiz. So hopefully this will shut him up for awhile.

PL Arts Festival and Handbells SYF competition is on the 29th of April. Next next week. But the time doesn't clash, I just know it.

I'm so totally broke now... Don't even have a single cent. Yu Ting owes me $1. May be a small amount but it means a lot to people like me. Spent $3 on a stupid piece of bread from delifrance, $2 on autosol, for D&T, $2 at Vanezia. And i dunno what else. It's money. Everything is money. Handbell fund: $5. Why? It used to be $2. Last year I don't remember the sec 4s collecting money so often. And why so much? It's like the exco is making use of us as some live ATM or something. I shall take my own sweet time to pay. Even worse, D&T: pay $8. FOR WHAT? I have absolutely no idea. $8. that's 8 meals in the canteen. Class fund pay $1. this i understand. We're buying so many things. And there is only 33 of us in the class. Like some stuff for teachers, the notice board, whiteboard markers. Plus, the treasurers don't keep collecting money like the way handbell fund is collected.

Life is tough. When can all these homework, tests, money problems etc. go away? I hate it when I'm out of cash. (Who doesn't?) Urgh. Nothing interesting's happening. Except that i scored full marks for maths quiz :p. feel like sleeping... maybe a quick nap before my teacher comes. Hope I don't have to do backup this Sunday. But at the same time, I want to have worship practice so that my parents can't make me go for that STUPID children's cell. Hey, I'm no kid, kiddo.

Band was quite disappointing. They came back with a silver. But at least they didn't drop and get a bronze. Great job, PL Concert Band. =)

Sunday, April 10, 2005

dtymyksute

tution's in one hour. *chants madly* teacher, pls forget to come. teacher, pls forget to come. teacher, pls forget to come.

yesterday was MUFTI day. most of my classmates didn't buy the tix. i didn't. save money. what for pay money just to wear your own clothes? BUt i had a good time looking at other people's clothes. the flinstones, fireman, plumber, doctor and that KFC person. they were so funny...

For PE, Miss Tini and Mr Ong brought us to the park for the 2.4km run. only half of the class ran. i couldn't run, anyway. having a bad cough. and recovered from fever not so long ago.

Went to church after violin. Stuggled with the sums for awhile. Simultaeneous equations. Now i find it fun. So i did the homework and worked on more sums. Then i was hesitating, whether to go home or stay. I stayed. And I didn't know Christel was sitting outside. For dunno how long. Boon Yeow suddenly came into the room and laid out his books and notes and stuff. And started studying and talking to himself. And he changed the worship prac time to 3.30. Because of me. He and Chris talked about some things. About the YPM worship team... stuff I wasn't supposed to hear. But who cares, I already heard it. LOL.

I hope Im not the only vocalist for tomorrow's worship... someone, anyone... Please do backup with me!! Stefanie or anyone from the training team Kevin or Ben Thia... Grace is sick. Evangeline, sing too often. Casta? I dunno. Clarissa also very long never sing already. Sighs. I'm going to bathe now. [erm. that's not for you to know]

Thursday, April 07, 2005

sicko

trust me, it isn't a good feeling.

to be sick with fever.

started yesterday during the Chinese test, I suddenly felt very cold. Couldn't really ans the qns. And it's freaking hard.
At night, my body temperature went up to 40.1deg. pretty serious huh?

despite that, i still went to school. can't afford to miss so many lessons. but i felt uncomfortable. no choice, had to listen to the teachers. Yu ting's father dropped me at the bus stop near my house.

surprising, how i can still type when i feel weak.

Monday, April 04, 2005

it's a sunday

morning now, i didn't want to go for 1st service. just didn't felt like it. so i took my own sweet time to brush my teeth, bathe... and then of course my father was nagging at me again... he said i make my own way there but i dont care... i'm only going for teens. so here i am typing.

i wanna talk about sports day on friday. i woke up at 6.05 and got my father to send me to school. reached at about 6.45, and mrs tng said by 7. there were a few other girls before me. at 7, we took a bus to the stadium. oh, forgot to mention why i went to school. i was doing logistics, so had to carry all the eqquipment to the bus. and the medals and trophies. that was damn heavy.

reached the staduim, carried chairs and tables... blah blah... and it was hot. HOT. the sun was like burning at my face. and all of us were sweating away. 1st part was quite boring, see people running... and then the relay. i was in charge of the batons. which was supposed to be ci jie's job. but anyways.... i did it. pass to the 1st runners and collected back from the last runners. And the PL family race. wah Mr Ong can run so fast lorh. He's like zoom zoom and came in 1st. wows. Poor Miss Lau.. miss Doreen Lau... She fell and then felt like vomiting [this particular senior must be super worried...] poor thing.. She was running for Lee House. sobs.

The whole thing ended "smoothly". i didn't know where to go for attendance taking. to my class or cca group or the student helpers. confusing. but it doesn't matter. miss tini and a lot of the other girls knew i was present. we picked up litter. which was BAD. the girls just leave their rubbish behind like that. remember the bus? the driver was supposed to send us back? he left. because we ended late and he had another appoinment.-_-. so we (the logistics team) had to go back ourselves. Jasmine (Koh) was busy complaining.. and it was RAINING... very good timing indeed. during the sports meet, sun, hot, pespire. after the meet, rain. yup so took mrt to ang mo kio and then bus 25 and back to school. if only could go home. then so easy at the douby ghaut station cus i went there a few times already.

[there's just so much to say!]

In school, we had vegeless McChicken and sauceless filet-o-fish. and a bottle of water. we uploaded the things into the bus and off we went. to S'pore Conference Hall. was a long journey. me and Ling Ying kept on doing funny things and we were laughing our heads of. lols.. lynette, qian ru and elizabeth chia tried to shut us up.. haha..

We put the bells cases and tables on the trolley and went up. the things 'took a lift' while the humans walked up the stairs. set up the stuff, blah blah.. and i'm helping maureen, my grandbuddy, carry her bells. now for the interesting part. we were backstage. and we played with the trolleys. like whee wheeee... not knowing there was a CAMERA! and one uncle came in and said our teachers could actually SEE US. and we were like "oh no... shit... what if..." if the teachers really saw that, we would be in dead shit. but thankfully, no. phews.

bus went back to school, talked... ate the sports day food.. and elizabeth eng gave us the handbell contacts 2005. contained LOTS of errors. for me it was my class and bd. and that's when i realized that i shared the same birthday as mellisa png. haha... okay, that's it for handbells. but not the end of my post.

yesterday, yu ting, jie xin and xing xian came over to my house to discuss about the art puppet show thingy. we took a looooooooooong time, and then finally i came up with something. bibi and baba. yeah i know, the school's uniform supplier. haha. we were eating loads of junk food. peanuts, chocolates, potato chips... and yu ting spilled her water TWICE.

we went to "see ghosts" at sfogs.com. haha jie xin didn't dare to see at all.. then one of the pictures, i tricked them. i screamed and they also screamed w/o even looking at the som screen. haha... then times up had to go. i switched off the com. and i thought they went downstairs first. who knows they were hiding and when i got out of the room, xing xian went BOO and i screamed. haha....

WAH so late already... i need to go now. will talk about what happened during cell bonding. ;) better go before my father comes back and continues to scold me....

Monday, March 28, 2005

easter!

nowadays hardly any bad things happening... i had diarrhoea last night. it was horrible, terrigible, vegetable... haha. so this morning woke up at 7 and went to bathe and search for that dumb blouse and pants.. and went to church. had some bread, boony and faith bought them for us, scared we hungry. and we practiced a 'lil. time flew. and service started. not as scary as i thought. and uncle david was the speaker. during melting pot, a lot of them said the singers very stone, and that evangeline's legs were wide open, very awful. haha... and there passed 2nd service as well. the musical thing was awesome. wan hui act until very real. woot woot! haha.. great job lah, all of them.

my 'daddy' wanted to have lunch with me. i felt uncomfortable. never eat with a guy alone before.. so i had lunch with my family. went home, study a bit amd had a quick nap. then went out for dinner. [i ate till my stomach grew round] and to my grandparents' house. (mother's side). then went to heartland mall... my sis wanted to buy new slippers. and here i am, typing and reading thr0ugh miss sem's biology slides at the same time. friendster's testimonials "section" is under maintenance. gtg.

Sunday, March 27, 2005

got a new daddy!! wee...

this morning i woke up, feeling abit MSNny.. so i switched on the com and chatted. and i went for worship prac. i was almost breathless. casta, faith, grace and evangeline , doing backup. oh and me too. lalaalalalalala... casta kept talking about the eye 10, which she watched yesterday. not once, but twice! think of that, $$$$$$$.moneyy.

so after prac, we went for lunch at KFC. before that i actually went home and wanted to take money. but. no one's there! so i had toborrow money from evan. wah i really take my hat off her. she can eat so much lorh.. mashed potato, 2 pcs of chicken (but it was SKINLESS chicken). me? the 2 chicken and 1/2 a potato. and i was going to puke. casta worse. only eat cheese fries and she was full. haha... yah so we went to popular to buy cd-r. and i went off.

-skpips certain parts-

dinner, went to jacks place with my mother. eat good food. Mmmmm... and we had raw oysters! so damn nice lorh... (i can hear someone saying "eeewwwwww") and fish and a very small crayfish and potato and french fries... so like lunch, very full. and we took a bus back. guess who was on the bus. the pizza stall auntie in school! and called me.["ah girl.."] i'm the one who's supposed to call her. but anyways.. how come she can recognise me?? must have superb memory... or maybe i always eat her pizza and drink her mushroom soup. or maybe i'm so friendly and polite that even the canteen auntie remembers me! haha.. so bhb right...

at home, i chat chat chat on msn again... chat until i found a new dad! he wishes to keep his identity a secret. i was his granddaughter and then pet hamster. and then finally his daughter. hahaha... having a stomachache now. better be ok.. or there'll be 1 less singer tmr.

Saturday, March 26, 2005

Today is. fun! i woke up at 10.30. so late right.. yah then ate breakfast and went to NTUC to buy ingredients for the cookies. and i baked. took so long. and it turned out to be a disaster! some were burnt... and i shouldhave bought "black suger" instead of "brown sugar" because the "brown sugar"'s orange and the "black sugar's" brown!! lol.. made my mum spend a lot of money. $$$$$$...

went to sembawang park. my parents' cell bonding. jia yan was there (like, duh...) played games.. and ate. there were lots of flies and i was the "fly repeller" kinda like fanning the food. and we sang songs. and played. actually, it was boring. but fun lah.. wadever. i needa bathe. one whole day already. stinking up the room. dun be surprised if u can smell something bad over at YOUr side...

Friday, March 25, 2005

Hi. Joey came over to me house today.. to use the com. hers got prob. before that we went to mcdonalds... with zelia and her bro. hard to believe... her brother is younger thatn her but looks so much like her boyfriend! gosh. the last time i saw him, i was in P1.. zelia and me took the same sch bus and he was so small. we [me and joey] kept laughing. even now. hahahahaHAHA. lol... and chatted with simon, carissa, shi ling and persie. yesterday wan hui told me that she play neopets. so funny. cos she's my CELL LEADER. like how old still playing. haha...

in school... supposed to meet miss mabel goh after sch but didn't cos there was a maths test. speaking of maths test.. i lost a lot of marks!! it was so hard lorhx... and mr lim said it was easy. hello..? he how old already.. got more experience what... diaos. oh and i'm going to ask for donations on sunday. i already have someone in mind.....

Thursday, March 24, 2005

driving me up the wall.

edited: some things are better off private...

i've had enough of this. should i break down and cry, or show off my anger? yes. enough. ENOUGH. so she thinks i'm childish, immature, an idiot with full of nonsense, huh? let me tell you--she's wrong. as if she's very mature, cool.. like, whatever.. but i HATE IT when people insult me. I may be skinny, but do you think i can help it? i was born like this, did you think that i WANT to be like this? it gives her NO RIGHT to call me "bony". this way, she's also insulting yu ting. i'm telling the truth -- most of the mrl girls don't like her. even my classmates. asked who they dont' like they said it. was concerned for her... asked her to come for tution with me to HELP her to pull up her grades. what do i get in return? frustration. what is this. and, i can't stand people trying to control everything. any kind of group work...she controls the whole thing. i actually asked jie xin to come for baking day. but she didn't want to. you know the reason.it's obvious. some people don't apologise. at all. she claims she helped me. in what...?
come to my house. use my com. that's fine. but lying on my parents' bed? that's too far. really.

let me explain what happened yesterday. i was going to have chicken rice with yu ting. she wanted to skip the prefects' meeting because her leg hurts. -.- and she wanted a lift from yu ting's father. since she waasn't having lunch, i asked joey to come. hey, it's not like the car can't squeeze 3 ppl at the back right. and lesson ended late. she still wanted us to wait 5 mins for her. keep asking yu ting's father to send her home is bad enough. (best to let others ask you, instead of you ask others to send you home.) and she wants him to WAIT for her. hello, he's not your driver. show some respect for him.


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tution ended at 7.30. my teacher kept saying that i made a lot of improvements. hah. and she talked to my mother. and 'she' came into the picture. enough about her. yup. so i'm really hungry but decided to come and post first. i'm going to eat.

oh, and i had a nightmare 2 days ago. i dreamt that i was at a camp, and ivan(my cell leader) kept scolding me. thankfully, it's just a dream. easter sunday. i don't want to do backup!!!

Saturday, March 19, 2005

hh

today in school. mini-SFY. and the school got the band from UK to come and perform. the best group was..... drum rolls please......... HANdBeLLs!! haha.. handbell choir '04 rocks! nope, that wasn't a typo. weee. my seniors are so nice [hey mr leow, i used the word NICE.] and for lunch, food from elsie's kitchen! so NICE that it got snapped up in less than 15 minutes..

chatting with lai theng now. and my siblings were laughing over the MSN beta winks and the neopets usuki land advert. ok, not just them, meee ttoooooo.


Hi Lai theng. :D




my previous post--- pardon me. was in a really bad mood.

Thursday, March 17, 2005

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-post deleted-
too much anger is not good.
20/06/2006

Monday, March 14, 2005

"baking day" tomorrow

had camp on friday... we slapt with the mosquitos in the basketball court. :D yesterday morning, we went to buy our own breakfast and dinner (raw food). and we went to pulau ubin!!! the boat ride was a shaky one.. uP aNd DoWn AnD AlMoSt PuKeD. we had a race around ubin, walking for 5 hours. i wonder how many kilometers that was... and we walked with our bags. with two 1.5 litres of water, 1 set of clothes (and we didn't even bathe. there was no water, no electricity, and the toilets.. can't flush.. stinks worse than garbage)cooked dinner. dug a hole, put the fuel thing, some dried leaves and sticks. boiled the water and........... maggie mee curry flavour with eggs and canned peanuts!!!! sounds gross but it was nice --no-- delicious!

after dinner, it was worship and we sang a birthday song to grace queck. after that it was time for our night [mini] hike.. where we had to leave group by group and with only ONE torch per group. the whole place was pitch dark. they were saying that we should only see 1 house. if more than that.... might be some ghost house.. freaky eh? but none of us did lah.. my group sang our way to our destination, a little hut where beatrice and elizabeth and dunno who else were there. oh yah... we were walking halfway when the torch suddenly died. and cheryl went "oh shit..." but thank God the light went on again. :) and we (groups 1, 2, and 3) walked back, being led by ivan. reached the beach, waited for the other 2 groups with "cute" lil' mosquitos, and tied our legs together. we were going to walk to the sand and DIG snacks up. my group couldn't find anything at first. we got to the end. one of the other groups told the leaders that one particular spot had nothing at all. they dug a bit. cherly and i were watching the, dig...then we saw a little red plastic thing. the leaders tried to quickly burry it but haha.. too late, we [cheryl, me] already saw it.diggydiggy. and we found not one, but 4 packets of biscuits. nice right.

and then it was time to sleep. we (denise, dorita, clarissa, cheryl, janice, me) needed to pee. and the toilet stunk like anything. we did it outside the toilet. with dorita guarding for us first. 1, 2, 3... and pull down our pants and ppppppeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee...... disgusting. totally. really. there was no other choice. yah.. then we talked. about stuff. and how the xinmin gb girls were like. yuying girls better. and how andrew got bullied and never complained. speaking of andrew, his laughter, or trademark laugh, is scary. so scary that it makes everyone laugh. even funnier than mah kar mun's laughter.

this morning. we didn't even brush our teeth, we had to pack up and go back. so we walked back to the jetty, reached church at around 10am. had brunch, and i went to brush me teeth. before worship.. haha was so funny.. boony asked us to say to each other "you smell good today!" kara and i wanted to give jia yan and isabelle a hug.. and the reasone was.... because we didn't bathe for more than 24 hours!! hahaha.

didn't know whether to go for cell bonding or not. kenneth was not around (as usual), wan hui not around, ivan has an exam to sit for tomorrow. we wanted to go to zach's house, but he couldn't contact his mother, so can't. anyway the few of us [clarissa, andrew, darryl, me] were too smelly.. heehee.

overall, though tiring, i enjoyed the camp. really. a good time of bonding also. OH YES i must talk about this. last night right, because my things were at the table and bench.. i went to take my stuff.. and i didn't know that eugene was sleeping there with his arm stretched out.. and i thought it was my water bottle and.. yah!.. and i took it and realised it was someone's skin! so blur....

ok i'll stop here. fingers are tired from typing.

Monday, March 07, 2005

today is Sunday

i went for service in the morning. then ate a bun. then went for teens. uncle francis taught us bout the Communion. then they gave us a slip of paper--what to bring for the camp. i felt as if i was going for p5 camp. fork, spoon, cup, plate... more guys than girls. sighs.

then went for lunch with kara, charmaine and jia yan. went to s11. me and charm wanted to go jia yi bing ding. waited for kara to eat finish. then it rained. boom. so we waited. then saw boon yeow in his car at the traffic light. asked us whether we were going for lunch. so he gave us a lift. the car... very small!! anyways, we went to BK. i spilled my drink. not my fault, the tray was "popping" out. and then the auntie at the counter gave me another free drink. so nice right? i should write in and thank her. yah. so at BK, we talked crap. and i mean CRAP. charmaine and kara talked about their baby jokes. playing with powder..getting lost at a provision shop with a bag of sweets.... and some stupid jokes. yeah, so that's lunch.

went to collect the popular cataloge. and i FORGOT TO BUY A RW-CD!!! there's art tmr. which means, die. have to scan in dunno what rubbish. and there's a mini toons sale! last day. most of the items were 40% off.

*off to do geograpgy project*

Saturday, February 26, 2005

today is friday

time passes SO fast. let me describe what happened today. we had our chinese test. Yu Ting and i had a good laugh during maths lesson and we sulked during geography. we are the LAMEST people on earth, after valerie and joelle -no- mary tan lu lu. :[]

violin lesson--- i got promoted. played 2nd violin last year. this year, 1st. woot woot! dr wong gave us so many pieces, it's driving me mad! hafta practice like crazy.

went to church after lesson, all sweaty and smelling like salted fish (i'm exaggerating). i closed the door and practiced a bit. joel saw me from outside. then joanne, then mummy(wendy). i tried to do maths. got stuck at qn 13b and gave up. boony was in the room when i gave up on the question. : he was so noisy.. study also must make so much noise. janice came and we did ex 7a. stuck at ex 7b and gave up again, as usual.. ok that's it for today.

Thursday, February 24, 2005

this post is dedicated to a good friend

-post deleted-'

Lai Theng was right. There was no need for me to apologise. I take back my words.

today is wednesday

yeah. thanks to my constant chanting of 'teacher, pls forget to come', my tution teacher really didn't come! yayness. lol.. there is geog test tmr. i'm gonna die, no doubt abt that. sighs.

public speaking course. among the 2 debate teams(mine and zelia's), i was the best speaker! Woohoo! never got best for anyghing before. it was because of voice projection. ii've got lots of prac on that.. vocalist in worship team what... hah...

expect something from me. i've made someone angry.

Friday, February 18, 2005

i is on schools

HELO. nope, that wasn't a typo. it's what miss hazelin taught us. H=health? i forgot. E=eduaction LO=law and order. hahaha...

i'm in the school library now... using the eMac computer... i love the mouse!! the com is a bit too hard for me.. or maybe it's just that i'm more ued to windows xp.. well. sara and lai theng are sheling and my father's away in KL with the WIRE FOR THE MODEM!!! and that's the reason why 'm here... cant go neopets. dunno why.

had maths test today. i already lost a few marks. do wrongly . aaaaah. i suck at sec 2 chemistry. yeah, failed. by half a mark! stupid me... -sighs-

hasn't rained for days. drizzled a little just now. but only a little. man, the weather's realleh HOT. HOT HOT HOT. and have to walk down that stretch of terrace houses. which is so HOT. hey, should i wait for laitheng and sara? dunno.

yesterday, i half managed to persuade lai theng to go for tution with me. if not because of my teacher.. she and her 1st lesson JC and Poly talk. and LT is a bit hesitant now.. if she comes, it'll be $30 a lesson. not $50. a saving of $20! she (teacher) gave me a red packet. you know how much? $20! loike WOW! so much! i was expecting $4 or something...

i dunno what to type

talk abt sunday. boon yeow made me sing solo for New Every Morning. and it was mad. totally. did i go off-key? i dont know. but i know i sounded nervous. i was. now is like so much busier than before.two vocalists team on rotation every week. so it's my turn again, next week.

i still dunno what to type. oh now i do. neopets cant load on this comp.\there' violin tmr.

well that't is for now. buh-bye

Thursday, February 10, 2005

happy chinese new year!

went for reiunion(dunno how to spell lah) dinner last night at this dunno what place. the who whole restaurant could turn and this made us feel very giddy. ian, my father's cousin's son (who's my what? 'cousin'?)... he's grown a LOT! much taller and darker. the last time i saw him, he's just like.. a lil' boy.. still remember we took a photo many years ago.. haha looked so stupid. and i mean STUPID. lost that photo. but who cares... not as if i like him or something....

collected hen duo red packets today. and i saw my godma! weee.. was at dunno who's house for dinner. sat there watching TV from afternoon till night. i was aching all over.. money money money... busy day tomorrow. visiting my mother's boss and then go to mr grandma's house again 'cos will be expecting more ppl and then to uncle frankie (my father's friend)'s house.

prac on sat? darn... how very rushing...

Tuesday, January 25, 2005

damn

i really want to quit.

i've even removed the pic from friendster.

and replaced it with a royal paint brush in this site.

it's the bell.

-hint hint-


i wanna quit. shan't say why.

Thursday, January 20, 2005

after tution

exhausting.

i hate to admit it, but mr leow's art lesson was the 2nd best today. though he was a little too insulting. like he talk about the monks hitting the thing and what it means (in his own shitty way [oops!]) PE rocks. i managed to clear 110cm for high jump. yay..

preethi asked me why i didn't turn up for prac yesterday. i said melissa said i'm not supposed to be there. no need to turn up. but it's not fair, the cca points.... they get it and i dont. this includes the lings. and then when i reach sec 4 wun get a chance to go. will say all the crap. like concentrate on the Os lah... blah blah.. all bullshit lorh. just thinking of it makes me boil.

for once, i don't feel happy in handbells.

Wednesday, January 19, 2005

frustrated. very.

so it's about the SYF thing. since nobody ever comes here, i'll spill out my fustrations here.
there are 8 sec 2s. christabel, ethel, preethi, theodora, man ling, ling ying, hui ling, and me. during the sec 1's firat prac, melissa chua said i will be with them "for the time being". i didn't understand what that meant. fine, nvm. then it is comfirmed that the 3 lings are not performing for SYF and will be with the sec 1s. asked annabel, she said it's ethel, preethi, theodora, christabel and "forgot 1 more person". it's like i'm stuck in the middle. this or that? i asked the sec 3s. most of them said i'm involved. when i turned up for the prac, i asked melissa whether i'm supposed to be there. she said, no.
so it's yes or no? i thought they needed 5 sec 2s? now what.

somehow i feel that P is biased. she doesn't seem to like me at all. every time i talk to her, she'll show me that kind of face like not happy. like, hello? what did i do to offend you? i don't know. yes, i admit that i do make her angry sometimes, but NOT ALL THE TIME what.
i definitely prefer the sec 3s to 2s. i mean, they're all 5x friendlier, nicer, and easy to get along with. my buddy yi jia, desiree, wen xin, wan yi, melissa png, huizi, lee xuan, rachel teng. they rock. so different from the 4s. not all of them, though. esp P. dunno what's wrong with her. or perhaps it's me. then she could have just told me what. fact is, P is unfair.


i really want to get involved in SYF.

church. i'm still waiting for the schedule to be sent to me. clarissa received it. poor kevin said andy told him he's kicked out. i'll cry if i'm out. i'm starting to suspect that they don't want me.. hmm..

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check out this really cool diao face i 'made'.

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big and nice.

hopefully they'll let me. i pray that God will.

mr leow's lesson tmr. uh-oh.

for now, let me just put those thoughts away and do my QT. :)




Thursday, January 06, 2005

super tired

sara told me she knew a guy name jonathan. i said i knew three! lol..

after school today, we went to look for miss tessa tan. wasn't in the staff room, so we left a note there. was abt the geography project group thing. then went to book shop. and queued for almost 45 min. that means 45 mins of standing. and bought science textbk. sara got the last bk.(take note, lots of 'thens' in this post.)then we went for lunch. it took like 10 years to get there. we ate char kuay teow an went to see birds.

guess what. i really feel like putting all the birds to sleep and let them go to heaven. they're all suffering! from overcrowding and all. there was a DEAD parrot as well. and the cages are filthy! why cant SPCA do something about this? if only there's a bird society or something like that. there was this pet shop selling pigeons, wild pigeons! and they sell it for $80 !! why cant they just let the birds live life to the fullest? i want to go and open up all the cages and set them free. so poor thing! must live in teeny weeny cages and but up with their shit. not just birds, animals as well.

the rabbits... not even a month old and they're seperated form their mother to go and live in a small cage in serangoon. how would they feel if someone took away their 3-week old child and sell it away? there was this rabbit, wuite big, in a small cage. i am so angry with the pet shop owners. hamsters also have. and their eyes haven't even open !

we couldn't take it anymore, the sight of the poor little animals. so we went to a bus stop. if want to take 136 must walk all the way to the school's back gate. no thanks. that was too far. we walked and walked and walked again to a 315 bus stop and went 1 whole round before it went back to the interchange. serangoon mrt station, that is. then sara said can walk home, so i walked with her. imagine. SERANGOON MRT ALL THE WAY TO SARA'S HOUES!!!! we rested at the playground. oh yes, i took a short cut. i jumped over the moon. kidding. i climbed over the railing and jumped! u wont understand, forget it. then i couldnt decide whether to walk home or take a bus. walk home can save money. but it's too tiring! if i do, i'll be walking from serangoon mrt to my house!! so i took the bus. lai theng, u missed all the fun.

dunno walked how many KMs today already.

what a long day. lucky no homework.

but there's handbell prac on thurs and fri and cca fair on sat, followed by tution.

no more walking, pls.

Sunday, January 02, 2005

happy new year

happy new year to anyone who visits. basically, it's just me, myself and i.
watchnight was nice. there was so much hugging, singing, jumping around... it's a great feeling---to spend the last few hours and first few minutes of the year with God. much better than going to some beach party. must keep reminding myself that i'm no longer sec 1....which means.... more stress!! speaking of stress.. i am feeling stressed now. homework.

latest news---WHAT THE HECK> IVAN TOH---gulp---SAME CELL AS ME. no way thak you very much i've had enough of him during the musical. but no choice... found out from ivan ong (and wan hui they're my new cell ldrs) about the rest in this cell.
Jayne, Johannes, Santilin, Jacelyn(where are you?) ,persie(i assure you, she won't be coming), may(who on earth is she?), zelia(disappeared as well), shu kai, andrew, zachary, ivan(sigh..), darryl tay.

i want back my old cell! kara!! who cares abt jon tsang.(other ldr). i know i'm mean, but....... KARA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

back to school tmr. have to do some peer lite stuff. my biggest worry is. homework not completed. and who will be my teachers? oh man... 2c1 '05 is going to be so empty. some went to normal class. i'm the only peer lite and hanbell ringer in this class now, in case you didn't know.

Sunday, December 26, 2004

box of love

though i skipped dinner, the whole night was memorable. everything was great. who cares if i only have 3 presents? i dont know, but there was this very happy feeling there. until jia yan saied i was crazy. some said i acted well.
To the musical cast: juliet (elizabeth thia), romeo my "son" (jonathan soh), crystal my "daughter" (weiping), phua chu teng my "husband" (samuel), auntie xiao ting tong (dorita), auntie chin chia swee (cheryl), the 2 other aunties i forgot what (sharon and jayne), uncle bo chap (ben thia), the karang guni (melvin goh), the other neighbours (joel seah and ivan toh)
Those who worked hard behind the scenes: the sound crew, stage crew, perhaps the worship team
The SUPER HARD WORKERS: wendy, pearlyn, stacia (thank you very super much *winks at the super karang guni*)
WE ROCK!!!!
of course, this would not be made possible without God, the Father.

thank you even to the ushers and the MCs.

Friday, December 24, 2004

changed

i am mrs phua chu teng now. which means my husband is samuel. thank God i'm only acting.whew. another rehearsal today.

this cat came into my house last night twice but i couldn't let it in cos my father will scold. i had some cat food with me, so i gave it some. this morning it was outside my house. when everyone left, i brought the male cat in. seems to be someone's cat. it has a blue collar. i left the door open so it can go out whenever it wants to. it's so cute! my blanket was on the floor. it's sleeping on it now. but when i go out, have to chase the poor kitty out. cause i won't be home until 9pm tonight. feel like keeping it. but i already have August, my rabbit. he won't like it. so. too bad. i'm only taking care of it temporarily. i'll try and buy some cat food, though.

Sunday, December 19, 2004

hey

hey. you know what? i'm really pissed. there was some miscommunication with the organisers and in the end, we didn't get to perform. what the fish! TWO MONTHS of preperation and scolding from the 2 instructors. TWO MONTHS of bus fare up and down serangoon and lor ah soo. now what. all our hard work GONE.i'm not just angry, but also disappointed. supposed to be the sec 1s' 1st performance outside school.

i'll put that aside for now.today i went for rehearsal. they changed the darn script. and it's much more difficult. clarissa has to act vain, and me? act crazy. i'm "auntie xiao ting tong". that explains my nick.oii i tell you... this is not easy ok! try being auntie xiao ting tong and you will go "xiao" without even acting out the character. i dare say that my role is one of the hardest. another rehearsal tmr. going carolling on thursday. hee wonder if it counts as CIP.

blah

handbell performance today. haiz... 5.45 must be in school. HAIYAH... actually supposed to sing tmr at main service in church but cannot because of this stupid performance..rehearsal on sunday. u know what? i've been promoted. from townspeople to woman 2. BAD BAD BAD. this means i have to talk more. i really dunno what else to say. oh yes,
i love my rabbit.
me meme mememe me meme mememe.

Tuesday, December 14, 2004

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YAWNS. it's me again. me who hardly posts. let me tell u abt the teens camp. ONE WAY. was so fun! formal dinner and oscar nite kinda sucked. but. one way tix. wheee..! that was da best. though we had to walk, walk, walk... and there's boony to help our group. :) omega nite. lots of ppl were touched. i'm 1 of them. hee... yah..food was good.. overall, hen hao.

just came back from austin hills yesterday with my parents' cell. A LOt of things happened. aaron almost drowned, but luckily uncle david saved him. megan went out middle of the night and thank God the staff found her and not any other hotel guest, and nothing happened to her.. then more than 5 ppl fell sick. i vomited and had diarrhoea (???) most of us had stomachache. must be the food too dirty. gtg now. father nagging

Sunday, November 28, 2004

!!!!!1

it has been a hundred years since i updated this damn blog.the stupid com crashed and took 90 years to repair. so many things happened. i'm now in grade 6 for piano. there's lotsa handbell practices for Christmas at S'goon stadium. wierd place yah? but anyway.. there's teens camp this Friday, and we have persie and her sister, Priscilla!!! *jumps around madly* and the BEST, MOST EXITING of all....CLAY's BiRtHdAy and his album. Going to be released!! YAYY! so. after the camp, handbell prac x2. then from 11-13 Dec, going to Austin Hills with parents' cell group. :) after that, come back, HB PRAC again.then the performance on 18th. then breaking new ground camp. and then i STILL HAVEN'T COMPLETE MY HOMEWORK!!!! ok must prepare for church liaos.. c ya.

Thursday, September 30, 2004

do you know. that. i'm a peer support leader. am i supposed to be happy or sad. somehow, i feel that i really regret my choice to even submit that form. well, haiz.... what now. there's a camp coming up. i wonder how tough that will be. do i have leadership qualities? i don't think so. darn. exams are coming. and what am i doing? typing crap here. i really should not be doing this. i'm wasting such a lot of time man.

i won at fruit machine yesterday. 2500 np and a poppit. took neoprint with joey, persie, jasmine, madeline and this girl we met there called wai shin i think. haha... didn't really study yesterday. didn't do QT also. *feels guilty* at tombola, i'm a bottle of blue sand and 147 NP. isn't this as good as winning? at coltzan's shrine, always nothing happens one! i'm getting SO frustrated. i'm going to play gormball. haha.

Monday, September 20, 2004

.

wah so many things happened.. i was banned from using e com.. so now then i can post. CME exam over. and shit my father is coming up with a CANE. damn it. haveta get out now. finished chapter 4 of my maths. finished doing all the exercises, that it. ok bb

Sunday, September 12, 2004

tired

just finisged worship prac.. jon kept asking us "any problem?" dunno why, haha.. then he didn't tell us what time practice tmr.......... so me and jace asked bee.. hahas// yesterday, helped them to fold the letters for CP seminar and insert the brochures into the enevelope. altogether abt 1200.. i went there at 11 something.. spent most of my time on the letters.. janice wun do her own work. must ask other ppl to do for her one.. i wonder why...// it's already saturday and i still haven't show my result slip yet!! what am i gonna do..? i feel like running away from home.. i just dun dare to show it! sigh.. i'm quite sure my parents will nag at me and scold me again. how? i'm scared! i'm scared i'm scared!

Wednesday, September 08, 2004

w.

what should i do? go to church or stay at home? stay at home will be tempted to use computer. like now. go to church nobody go with me then i'll be all alone then so lonely. how?? haiz... yesterday i went there with sara we ate at 7-11. saw beatrice delia and doreen(my auntie) they were so freaky.. pop out from nowhere.. so. yesterday completed all the eng and maths hw. then sara was kinda flirting. shall not comment further on that. i asked jace to come. received sms. this sat got worship prac. jon tsang leading. i always get all these smses through boon yeow. dunno y. hey. should i go or not. if i go then eat where. dun tell me 7-11 again. haiz.......... i lazy to walk all the way to s11. only got $3. eat shit ah. how how how....... neopets now my bank interest is 63NP btw. ok i think i'll go. G O go.

Saturday, September 04, 2004

whew.

ok,. yester day the exam was... HORRIBLE!! i kept playing wrongly!! shit. then go s'pore conference hall for that darn performance. again, play wrongly. too nervous. but after that, there's this kinda feeling, like very reluctant to leave. it's the bond between us.. the seniors and juniors. and maybe dr wong and mr ten as well. i dunno how to explain this... hust ask those who were involved in the musical. THAt kind of feeling. this morning, went for handbell prac, the man from s'pore chinese orchestra came and took out his VIDEO CAM and... u know the rest. then went for the chinese storytelling thing. i kept reffering to my book. damn. think my marks are very low. dun even think i can pass grade 5 cos it's staccato all the way for sight-reading. everything went wrong. wasn't really prepared. leaders were encouraging. yea.. i might have died without them.. :D

Sunday, August 29, 2004

hah

busy busy week. piano lesson today, tution tmr, piano lesson on tues, rehearsal on wed, i'm free on thurs, CONCERT and PIANO EXAM on fri, parents' cell bonding on sat, church on sunday. today. missed church becoz of lesson.. aahhhh... chinese deproved.. i dun want to let daddy know.... otherwise i die.. why is life so full or worries?? hmph.. just finished writing yi jia's letter. met her in popular...Lord, i pray that You'll give me less stress and help me to organise my time ---erm--- wisely.

hah.

so busy these days.. yesterday had extra violin lesson and rehearsal in funan.. then bought the concert shirt.. so ugly lorh... but no choice.. have to bear with it. saw randy and kara q-ing up for waffle... today. went for x-tra piano lesson. had to miss church.. met yi jia at popular... probably buying teacher's day gift. i bought already. 1 for my piano teacher and i for MSG.hahaha.. miss sarah gan... feel lyk changing blogskin.. yea i know. AGAIN.. wadeva..i'm off now.. yup.ssss

Thursday, August 26, 2004

cyberweek sucks

and i still thought that working with S** ** and j***** was the biggest mistake ever. who knows. this chinese thing is worse, much worse!!!!! priscilla's com got virus and then cannot go chi forum and cannot dwnld yahoo msnger and cannot email. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH. darn it, feel lyk giving up on the whole thing. so hard lorh!!!! once i see the chinese words i faint erh. check this out. http://www.5566.net this is what i went to and i died there. my spirit's typing out the crap here. oh ya.. prisc was talking to herself on msn.. so farnie.. hahahhaahha.......i dunno what to type liao. i'm going to find my body . see u in the next century. i'm ready to get a scolding from 苏老师。 再见。

Monday, August 23, 2004

crap

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hate my father. yesterday at the coffee shop, it wasn't easy to get a table.. next to us was a bigger table.. when they left, my father actually went there and tried to 'chop' it. BUt there was already another family waiting for it. wehn they "won", he came back, a lil angry. i said," it's just a table what..no need to fight(and a meant snatch) over it. and who knows.. he screamed at me and kept saying i showed hik the black face. like what's his prob lorh...i mean we got table already what.. why want to go and take bigger one? before that he was arguing with the man over the hong kong mee and said it wasn't so wet with so much gravy.. just because he doesn't like it doea not mean that he can scream at me ok.. i am a human and i don't like to feel embarrased.. who does? today i attended the first and 2nd service.. the indian pastor very funny.. as in he got alot of jokes... then da jie gave me this heart thing as my birthday present.. it was unexpected haha...

Tuesday, August 17, 2004

1 more day....

.............1 hr 30 mins to my birthday!! why am i excited? i really don't know... well actually, they're right. if i didn't raise up my hand, the si han test would be on friday.. ahh all my fault. but sooner or later also must take the test what..so not my fault.. i invented the game of wee. can say fun lah.. but then quite short.. tennis also quite fun. just anyhow hit the ball. grandma gave me $30 as birthday present.

happy or sad?

i went to heartland mall and bought a pig as jiahui's biethday present YESTERDAY and gave it to her this morning. seems like she likes it a lot. kept hugging it. i'm glad she likes it.. "it is more blessed to give than to receive..'' at the same time, janice gave me the present on behalf of jacelyn and cheryl and of course, herself.. though small, but it's really quite nice.. i like it.ha. i kinda like IDPW. love the group---my group name. lol.

Monday, August 16, 2004

unlucky

sunday the 15th is, friday the 13th isn't. shan't say why. i'll get pissed and depressed. i got 'live colour' that marker as a birthday present from my parents. bought a lil pig as jiahui's present.. argh. so many ppl's bd falls in august--the month which creates a hole in my pocket at the ens of each week. nothing much to say..

Friday, August 13, 2004

nothing to say here lah

shu en's bd party last sun... very fun.. at first very boring they keep playing x-box... cos waiting for jasmine and kar mun...wait until like 4.00 then gave up.. went to park for obstacle race---i make up one haha.... was quite tired.. wen we came back we saw kar mun sitting at the sofa...oh yahs.. we also played the game of life.. at first persie was the richest then become me cos can trade salary so i trade with her... from $20 000 become $80 000... haha.. plus my job also very good.. everytime the wheel thingy lands in between 2 numbers, i get $50 000..plus my new salary i became even richer.. in the end i was the richest.. played alot of games.. sardines was quite fun also...hide here hide there.. only i never hide cos i lucky.. the cake was awesome.. must be very ex.. tuesday's piano lesson cancelled because of national day which gave me extra time on neopets..yesterday i did the kitchen quest and guess what..? i won ANOTHER petpet!!! then i sold it and now i have enough NP to get a job coupon.. yay.. now i in school.. will get the job cuopon later.

Monday, August 09, 2004

fun day

so. went to popular in the morning and met hui leng there. then went to church for fun day. me and jia yan helped sell the glasses. glass cups, wine glasses..... and then there was this maid who was really choosy.. she said want a pair.. then help her to find already she walked away. so we assumed that she doesn't want it anymore.. who knows that she actually came back and said faster lah... it's like what's her prob lorh...never say she want to buy still com and talk like that to us..anyway... managed to clear all the stuff.. cheap like he*l erh.. i go and sit the viking alot of times.. but the after 6 pm one was da best.. it went up super high.. so high that me and charmaine almost flew out. serious. jia yan too guai liao.. she never go and play at all,, only sit there and help..overall, i enjoyed it.

Sunday, August 08, 2004

fun day prep

had tution. then followed my parents to buy a house warming gift for a relative..then went to have dinner. then went for church service.. then went to MPH for the briefing for tmr's fun day. i didn't get invloved in setting up any stall with other teens youth or YA. followed parents' cell. there was alot of things to load and unload...things like plates, bowls, all that glass things lah.. then i arranged all the metal stuff. kettles, pots and pans....... there were just so much that we had to put it on the floor..haha...think buisness will be very good.. i pray that God will give us good wether (speeling correct annot).. me jia yan and gideon will do all the wrapping..using newspapers of course.. it's late now i better go.

Friday, August 06, 2004

cca

yesterday performed during chapel. i missed a few notes but dun think it was obvious. ha.. got back lit results and i HATE IT!!!!! although i'm 3rd in class but....i just can't stand it! i used to get 18, then 15, and now what.... i must work harder.. i'm VERY satisfied with my chinese results though. i got b3!! 1 more mark to a2! but there was 1 section i got all wrong. that was my weakest part. went for cca today, enviromental club. still a volunteer. miss sem asked me wether i wan to join as my 2nd cca or not. but i not sure.. i want but my attendance will not be regular because of handbell.. and i also dun think my mother will allow leh...hmm i better remain as a volunteer. today, didn't do much. softened the hard soil in the styrofoam box and it looked like SHIT! haha.. was so shitty.. me sara and lai theng stayed to clean up the class and we made sure it was sparkling clean. miss gan(lay leng) wrote something on the board. i peeped into the class after cca. then saw something like "thank you ladies...." she always uses the term 'ladies'.. so the hard work paid of eh! this week i thought 1c1 will be the dirtiest class again. thank God it wasn't..

Sunday, August 01, 2004

prac

practice today. what else. ethel said tt she couldn't make it for the performance because of the piano exam. then all of them were like HAR....? THEN HOW??? because all the hard work gone. two instructors even got angry with her. budden cannot blame her also lorh....it's the comittee members' fault what..they know and never tell us in advance... at least the sec fours still will inform us.. today better. just that i still can't ring 2 in hand. no sound from my A6 but G#6 got sound. heh. skipped violin. i couldn't manage so many things when it was raining so heavily. then my parents scolded me. as usual. then went to optition. now each eye is 225 deg.