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i'm saying this again. fridays are hated because of single periods throughout the morning. unless you count chinese, thats double. so many single periods make the day long, especially when you have something on in the afternoon.

no comments on bio test.

npcc day, adeline looked like a girl for once. haha.. it's cos' of her hair la... & she had to salute to the subject teachers.

had expected the huge crowd of pl girls at bus stops after school. we were required to leave the school by 2pm, so you can imagine the 1400++ of us squeezing around... say, 8 bus stops? haha.. cabbed to serangoon mrt with drusilla. she paid, i had no money.

anyone who's with me at the end of the week will have to suffer because i have no money on fridays. after one huge part of my weekly allowance went to concert tickets. no, not the pl band one. but for O level music. managed to not touch the 50 cents i had since yesterday. no lunch for me, but a super filling recess at 9.40am. how did i pay for food, you ask. well there's ezlink ;) sorry drus and timothy, really no money left.

yeah so was like rushing after school. drus and i were the only pl lites at the station. the earliest, haha. then she left for ps and i went on. i only know how to go to funan from cq stn cos' of the violin lessons last year. others, totally alien. unfamiliar. and no one else was in school uniform.

realise that at this point, i have not mentioned what i was doing alone there. haha.

crossing the road with with a non-stop traffic flow was like, freaky. i know it's a one direction thing. but you know me, i'm a guai person who crosses at traffic lights :) no la not all the time.

was stunned when i saw the place. THE place. like omg, speechless. maybe because my expectation's very high church is a much nicer place to do it. never did it outside the church before, so... yea.

so many of them and i only knew one person. but, they are a friendly bunch =) i felt awkward in a room with total strangers, excluding tim. kept quiet. so unlike my usual self. haha... was damn impressed with the music produced. like, WOW, so pro. almost good enough for the production of an album. (my vocabulary's pathetically limited, by the way.)

the original compositions were also very nice. Bring Me Higher 's my favourite. my keyboarding sucked today, didn't know most of the songs anyway. then for the more familiar songs like One Way and For All You've Done... didn't know which key they were singing/playing in. my perfect pictching was dead that afternoon, how unfortunate. and the keyboard.. is weird. like middle c is always in the middle, that one was more at the right side. no wonder sounded strange la. and for the effects of filling in... well i couldn't figure out which button to press, later press wrongly then.. haha. so it was chords all the way, how sad.

you might have guessed what it was already. if you're 'huh'-ing then too bad. lol.

as you can see, my posts are all very detailed. haha bored then don't read lor! why are you still looking here? close the window or navigate away from the page la!

since you chose to continue reading, i shall go on.

i'm constantly being remined that i am fearfully and wonderfully made. i am God's creation. yet i'm not satisfied with myself. my weight, the freak pimples, etc. what should i do? like there are so many things which i'm not really happy about. little things here and there. if only this, if only that... it's hard to remember that God thought this is the best and stuck with it, only to get negative comments and unhappy with what he thought was good. and then i look at my friends, they don't look at the cover of the book, but the contents, i am thankful for that. still there are others who prefer the cover and stick with the contents, however horrible it is. whatever. God loves me just the way I am, He created me, that's all that matters.