Monday, August 29, 2005

hey

i'm listening to my piano exam pieces on CD. Allegro and Bagatelle- die. why's the tempo so fast hurr. taking exam on tuesday! super scared pls. and oh i'll have to miss the visiting of primary school teachers. sad :((

cyberweek discussion. more than 50 pages. and i was the one editing and shrinking it to 4 pages. not easy lor. haha then tania and i were arguing over who should speak chinese. like, YOU . you . you you you you. end up both of us will take turns in 2 diff reports or scenes. not that bad lah.

methodist get-together!. absolutely rocked. the mgs pri teacher conducted and it was worse than s***. oops. then when mr fong conducted.. you know lah, everything was in order, the timing, dynamics.... after the performance, went to eat prata with ling ying and rachel came to check on us. then walked to the 136 bus stop and took a bus home.

that was a happy thing. of course i was still in a good mood when i reached home. and then my father mentioned the physics quiz, which i failed miserably, and scolded me for still being happy when i got that kind of mark. then what do you expect? frown ah. cannot feel happy ah. show sad face all the time ah. siao! no way.. i wasn't going to let the marks ruin my mood, esp after the mgt. he's like, scolding me everyday... i'm even banned from reading books. except bible and textbooks. HaHA. (sacarsm) so much for encouraging us to read books. i'll still continue to read, tho.

i quit violin already. forced to quit because of the exams. wtf.

Friday, August 19, 2005

my

my mother's being over-sensitive. siblings just went up to a neighbour's house to play. and she went up and scolded them and brought them home and scolded again. same rule, cannot go to anyone's house. that's the reason why i can't go anywhere. and projects had to be done ay my house. this sounds ridiculous.

it has been a hard and killing week for me.
last friday, came back from funan and had a fever. skipped worship prac on saturday cos of the fever. didn't go to church, fever. at night made an attempt to study for history test on monday. I went to school, still feeling very sick. what to do.. all thanks to funan the IT mall. tuesday also lah, same. during violin -- unbearable. temp went up to 38.4. piano lesson was bad, since i felt terrible. missed school yesterday, fever 38.1 deg. i was half-dead and decided i could not make it (to school, not the coffin). slept the whole morning. glanced at the clock every 1 hour. then.. 1.45. thought maybe had energy to get up and go to the pri school for handbell. went home halfway when i couldn't take it.

i have the nicest seniors in the world. sec 4s... they're leaving.. i don't want them to! who does? it was no big deal, just me being sick.. and they were telling me to go home and stuff. not forgetting wanyi and the other sec 3s. all of them are nice. except one person who's always trying to get herself more notes..

lai theng came over to my house yesterday after basketball to pass me the list of homework and a present. that's awfully nice of her to do that.. and writing DnT things down which, unfortunately, is not understood by me. still, i thank God for friends around me who care. someone like lai theng is hard to find.

today is a nice day. saw the orthodontist. she looks ok.. big eyes. i had the option to go for a jaw surgery... some problems with it. but it's a very borderline case, so i didn't want to. yep. got to school, saw miss gan and had to tell her that i was at the national dental centre. jessica yip gave me something. quite unexpected. heh.. she's my ex-partner. i know you know that. the class sang me a birthday song. 2c1 rocks. my neighbour is my new partner. yes, that's joey.she wanted to borrow my com..?? but my parents brought me out to watch 'the maid'. wonder if she's done her art...

that's all i've got to say for now. maybe i'll get SARS when i return from funan tomorrow....

Thursday, August 11, 2005

long

things happen when i'm mad. really mad.
shan't elaborate. but there's something i want to share.
i'm sick and tired of getting scolded everyday. the whole block knows what's happening in my house.
(thanks A LOT, man.)
i get scolded over the tiniest thing. fish it.
was supposed to go for festival of praise with my cell.
i had to miss the whole thing.
while my friends were enjoying themselves, i had to be a goody-goody lil' girl, staying at home and studying her brains out.
nagging ans scolding. everyday. i've had ENOUGH.

yes. enough of that.

Kar Mun's gone for a week. sigh. can sense that not everyone's missing her.

orthodonkey appointment on my birthday next week. there's also a lit test. some birthday that is. anyway, i've waited two years to see a donkey. finally. and quickly get braces on.

think i've made up my mind. continue to be a peer lite. this means be more responsible with my work and all... it'll be fun to help sec 1s. however, no guarantee(??). only God knows if He wants to give me this position.

last Saturday, had a damn hard time at the library, putting up with the librarians' nagging. a whole FIVE hours. at least i did various types of work. packing (20 books per box), sorting (the easiest one of all), and shelving. BORING. which reminds me. write in the NYAA diary, before all the details float away with my music notes while practicing.

Monday, national day celebration. yeah.. some celebration that was. went off at 8.30AM. then to McDonald's with Jessica Lay and Shu En. and i took the bus. wrong direction... all the way to ANG MO KIO. darn. then went back to hougang. home. then heartland mall. took neos with yuhui, zelia, jiahui and yuting. retarded faces, all of us. especially mine. one look, and you'll be rolling on the floor, and into the toilet, smelling the toilet bowl. crapss. sakae sushi. we kept irritating the waiter, haha. "excuse me...", "excuse me, i want this ...". frankly, we made a damn lot of noise. laughing and joking. "excuse me, how come my chawanmushi so long ah?" lol... who ask them to charge 10% for service. and i bought monopoly! the fake one, duh.

today got tuition.

yesterday, the barbecue. (thanks to miss loh, i always thought that it was spelt as barbeque)
fun. taufik and rui en look good together. maybe they'll become an item... nice.
i didn't eat much. the few of us played with my fake monopoly. we had fun.