Funny, how your mood can change sooooooo drastically within a couple of hours. How you can experience so many contrasting emotions and be in such different mental states within a day.

Morning lecture (HP202), dreamy --> Lunch, perplexed --> Short break, slightly accomplished --> Afternoon lecture (MB107), Focused and slightly dreamy --> Longer break, Stressed and dreamy (when I decided to rest properly) --> Dance practice, frustrated, dissatisfied, resentful and reflective --> Transition between dance and Revelation Night in hall, excited and high --> THE Revelation, ?? --> Back in room, stress hits the maximum for the day after looking at all the emails and cracking my head over how to respond to them and having the realisation that there is a tonne (is it this spelling?) of work waiting for me.

Once again, slightly accomplished now that I am done with the emails and admin work and awaiting replies. These are mainly from my Psych Society and Civ Subcomm. So that means.... I CAN FINALLY GO AND SHOWER. I FEEL SO DIRTY AND SMELLY BUT COULDN'T BEAR TO LEAVE MY LAPTOP UNTIL I HAVE REPLIED ALL THE EMAILS AND GOTTEN THOSE STUFF ORGANISED.

Anyway... the dreaminess (for lack of a better word) totally faded by the time the sky darkened, it's like reality is hitting me in the face again.

:O

Interesting fact - I visited a gay club last Saturday night with some friends. We were at Zouk initially (free passes from Nanyang Arts Festival, but the music really sucked so we went to Play instead). It was an eye-opener! I mean I was like totally safe there, while my guy friends risked being grounded (past tense for 'grind') by the others. Cool beans. I was quite disgusted at the sight though.. and yes, I am still against homosexuality.

Lady Antebellum - Need You Now

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
Reaching for the phone 'cause
I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now
And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey
Can't stop looking at the door
Wishing you'd come sweeping
In the way you did before

And I wonder if I
Ever cross your mind
For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one
I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I've lost all control
And I need you now
And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now

Whoa, whoa
Guess I'd rather hurt
Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one
I'm all alone
And I need you now
Said I wouldn't call
But I'm a little drunk
And I need you now
And I don't know how
I can do without
I just need you now
I just need you now

Oh baby I need you now

Lord, Your name is higher than the heavens
Lord, Your name is higher than all created things
Higher than hopes, higher than dreams
The name of the Lord