you brought me loads higher

[edited, 11.54am, 25 june]

raw oysters!! can't get enough of them!
mum ordered them this afternoon. Jack's Place. haha!

R doesn't know this, but...
he really made my day. here's why:
HE AGREED TO LEND ME HIS BASS TMR! so i can stop worrying about how to get one for the music marathon :D then Stacey can use it too. i thought he was a major crapper but looks like there's this other side of him which i only saw today. he's so nice to talk to.. and he said his bass was some antique, so i have to take extra care of it. omg he's so nice...
but no amplifier of course, how to carry all la. lols.
don't worry, R, i will. like my life depends on it (:
thank God!

(haha btw, this R isn't Raphael. he's someone else)

right. now for the down-er thing...
i won't be able to join my cell tomorrow to visit Joe's dead mum after the 2nd service ):
cos i'll be going for 1st service alone and then thank R again for his bass and then put it at home and then to FCBC, then jam.
see how much i'm sacrificing for jamming... but i guess,it's ok.. for the sake of you guys.
i might go for the wake on Monday night after CCA. see first.

learnt to submit everything to God, and things got better. ALOT.
i felt like crying during today's cg discussion. the topic was so related to some things... the way Kevin led the discussion was superb. like really.
cos' we know, everything will pass... but God's word and His promises will never. ever.
He already knows our thoughts and what we're going through, so it's kinda stupid if we're ashamed to tell or confess stuff to Him.

He died so that i could live.
He paid the price so that i could have it for free.
He suffered so that i could enjoy.
He was punished so that i could be forgiven.

tell me, what can be greater than that? can you ever find something better? Daddy, Who never lets us down? i know i can always call on Him and trust Him. Daddy, Who would give me rest when i go to Him, weary and burdened. ah, His love is so great.

(by saying that, i am indirectly sending 'messages' to some people :D
myself included actually
feeling a little down this period so, i hope that helps :))